series: fiancee of mine
Title: Fiancee of Mine 4
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Rating: PG
Verse: alternate
Genre: Romance
Dislaimer: I do not own Super Junior
Summary: Sungmin has always been in love with his fiancee, but when time came and he could finally meet her…
A/N: Based on the story “That Girl of Mine”.
--So uhm Hi…I’m back I guess. I was planning to drop this story actually but I realized I was halfway through this chapter when that thought occurred and might as well do the damn thing before deciding if I’m actually going to go through it.
It’s been a tough couple of months…and I’m still without a laptop so I can’t actually write as freely as I did before, and I’m not sure if people will still remember my stuff but for those who do…here’s my little update for you. ^^
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"Hey Min"
"What?"
"Thank you...for staying with me"
...
Stupid. Don't say that...How am I supposed to fall out of love with you now?
....
....
The next day was a school day, so he had to be away from Kyuhyun, but instead of being relieved by the time away from the other boy Sungmin felt even more restless. He sighed, planting his cheeks on the desk, lost in thoughts. "Why am I thinking about him now? Geez, I'm supposed to start getting over him from now on...Why did I say I didn't want to dissolve the engagement..?" he groaned, giving himself a headache. I should have said yes...Why am I being hesitant for? Is it because he's Kyu?
He was so absorbed inside his own head he didn't notice Donghae and Hyukjae approaching him. "Sungmin hyung, get up! Classes are over 10 minutes ago!" the younger of the two said, poking him playfully. But while on any other day Sungmin would instantly get up and tickle him right back, this time he just whined and tried to evade his probing index finger, sending Hae's sudden curiosity spiraling "Hyung! What's wrong? Are you sick?"
Sungmin rolled his eyes at him. Trust Donghae to always jump to conclusions "No. I just don't feel like playing with tickles today" he said, trying not to sound too mean because it was Donghae.
Hyukjae was a different story however, as he just grinned and stared down at him. "Kyu, huh?" he looked amused. Sungmin didn't even have the energy to scoff at him.
"Yeah..." he mumbled, knowing there was no way he could hide it from Hyukjae anyway, they were friends for as long as he could remember.
Said man just stared at him, the corner of his lips tugging in amusement. “I was wondering when you’ll tell me about it actually” he said casually “Kyu came...right?”
“Wha?!” Sungmin stood up in surprise “H-How did you know?!” It wasn’t like he didn’t want them to find out, it was just...well, he could hardly tell them now that ‘Kyu’ whom he had been gushing about over the years was actually a guy...and taller than him, for crying out loud.
Hyukjae’s grin widened “Hey, I’m your childhood pal, your Mom told me when I bumped into her yesterday morning” he said easily, leaving Sungmin staring disbelievingly at him.
“Wah really?!” Donghae stared at him looking envious. “Why do you looked so bummed then Hyung?” he frowned, as if trying to figure him out, then quite suddenly he grinned widely and chuckled. “Oh, I know! Maybe she wasn’t as hot as you thought she was huh?” he nudged him playfully.
“No...She’s gorgeous” frustratingly so, he hesitated a bit on the “She”
“Then maybe she’s got a bad personality?”
“No” he shook his head “She’s very nice” Which doesn’t help at all because I’m supposed to be falling out of love with him!
Hyukjae was close to laughing and Sungmin knew the bastard knew exactly why he acted this way; he just wanted him to say it. He huffed, might as well get it over and done with. “Only...She’s a guy” he told them.
There was a moment of silence.
Then Donghae, Hyukjae and Ryeowook (who suddenly arrived--he had no fucking idea when) were laughing at his revelation. Sungmin glared and wished the ceiling would fall down on them, of course that didn’t happen, but he still wished it. He crossed his arms “Are you guys done laughing yet?” Of course he knew there was no malice to their laughter, but he still quite embarrassed.
“Don’t look so glum Min!” Hyukjae patted him on the back, tears in his eyes as he tried to control his laughter. “At least he’s still a keeper, right?”
Sungmin was about to reply when another classmate of theirs made his way to the room, looking for him. “Sungmin, your fiancé is here for you” he said, looking at him curiously as he said so. His friends looked interested all of a sudden, but he grabbed his bag and made his way to the door without a glance back.
…
Sure enough, Kyuhyun was waiting for him by the gates.
“Kyu!” he called out, making the younger man turn. The man waited until he was close enough “What are you doing here? What about school?” the man was attending a different school from him. He sighed, staring at him exasperatedly. Why did you tell them you’re my fiancé?
Kyuhyun shrugged “It ended early” he stared back, Why not?
Sungmin sighed “And why are you here?”
“I thought we could walk home together” was the honest answer. The older felt the tips of his ears turn red, just as the whistles and catcalls from his friends to “Introduce him!” “So that’s Kyu!” He ignored them of course, walking past Kyuhyun to the streets.
“Let’s go” he muttered to the younger. Kyuhyun simply stared and tried to call him, though he was momentarily held back by the sound of Sungmin’s classmates calling his name. He didn’t have the chance to ask how they knew him though, because he noticed Sungmin already a few feet away and he decided to follow him instead.
When he was sure they were a good distance away from the school, Sungmin relaxed a little and glanced at the other male, deciding to start a casual conversation “ So how’s your new school?”
“It’s alright…Everyone seems nice” Kyuhyun answered. “Though it is a pain when everyone stares at me all the time” Sungmin thought it was probably because he was handsome, but he was never going to admit that out loud.
Instead, he nodded “Well, try to get along with them okay?”
“Why?” Kyuhyun muttered “I don’t feel like smiling at people I don’t like”
Sungmin blinked “But you smile at me all the time…” he said dumbly, to which Kyuhyun simply stared at him like the answer was about to fall on top of him like a bomb.
Instead he decided to ask the question that made him curious a while ago. “Anyway…what was that earlier? In your school? Are we famous or something?”
“No, No! It’s not like that!” Sungmin stuttered, his face heated up as he tried to explain to the younger what just happened “It was just…because I was always bragging about how you’re mine…and…how I’m going to marry you one day…so…erm, sorry…”
“Hmnn” Kyuhyun seemed amused at that “So everyone knows were a couple?”
“N-No! That’s…I mean! I made sure I corrected them so everything’s okay now!” He said, refusing to meet his eyes least Kyuhyun sees how red his face was. “They were just teasing is all…”
“…I see”
Sungmin blinked, Why did he sound….sad? He stared up at Kyuhyun but the younger was just staring ahead and it was as if he was the one refusing to look at him now.
Kyuhyun didn’t speak again on their entire way home.
Sungmin didn’t want to admit it, but he was internally panicking at the thought of the man not speaking to him ever again. What do I do? It’s so awkward between us all of a sudden! He mentally bemoaned. Did I do something to upset him? Did he get mad when my friends were teasing us!? What do I do? I don’t want him to be mad at me!
Then Sungmin spotted a piece of paper with a drawing, he smiled…he remembered this one pretty well. “Hey Kyu, look!” he said, snatching it up and showing it to the other, in hopes of getting Kyuhyun to talk to him again “This is a picture I drew of you in elementary! I used the picture auntie sent me! Pretty cool huh?” he rambled.
“Sungmin…” he froze at the tone of Kyuhyun’s voice. He looked up to find brown eyes staring deep into his own. “How do you feel about me?” he asked.
The question caught him off guard and his mind went blank, not sure how to interpret or answer “H-How…?” W-What’s he asking all of a sudden?!
“You are in love at least with my face…right? After all, it’s still the same face as the Kyu you really loved…” Sungmin gaped at him. “That’s the only thing…?”
“Of course not! I think you’re a great guy Kyuhyun!” he said before his mind could actually process his own words.
“…That’s all?”
“What do you mean all?” then suddenly Kyuhyun leaned in close, as if he was going to kiss him again. Sungmin knees instantly braced themselves and he closed his eyes but it never came.
“I don’t want that”
“Huh?” Sungmin gasped when instead of kissing him, Kyuhyun made it so they toppled and landed on the floor. “Kyu?”
“Look at me more Sungmin” he whispered, leaning close so he was whispering in his ear. Hands ghosting inside Sungmin’s shirt.
“K-Kyu?” Sungmin’s heartbeat raced, he was confused…he didn’t want this…but at the same time he did…He was scared to look up and see Kyuhyun’s face…No…No…
“Min…”
“NO!” It came out in a strangled voice, but to Sungmin it was almost the same as shouting it. “You…You aren’t Kyu! You’re not the Kyu I fell in love with!”
Kyuhyun instantly froze, his eyes showing a multitude of emotions in a short while…sadness...regret? Mixed with something else Sungmin couldn’t really point out. “Sungmin…I am Kyu…you know” he said, in a tone he never heard before. He retracted his hand from inside his shirt, making Sungmin shudder slightly. “I’m sorry” with that he pulled himself and made his way out the door of the room.
I…What did I do?
Sungmin stayed in the same position for what he felt like an eternity…he sighed, when he finally decided to pull himself and make his way to the bed…he was as confused as ever before. Why…Why did he look like I just broke his heart? That’s unfair…I’m the one who had my heart broken when he didn’t turn out to be the one I was expecting right? He half expected his feelings for the man to diminish by now, after he learned the truth but the fact was…it wasn’t wavering in the slightest bit at all…
If he was being more honest to himself he would have acknowledged they were only getting deeper.
He noticed the fallen piece of paper and picked it up…his drawing from when he was young…
“This is all so wrong…the one I love…is this person…right?” he asked no one in particular…
But why was he longing to see Kyuhyun’s face instead of Kyu?
--End of Chapter---
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Rating: PG
Verse: alternate
Genre: Romance
Dislaimer: I do not own Super Junior
Summary: Sungmin has always been in love with his fiancee, but when time came and he could finally meet her…
A/N: Based on the story “That Girl of Mine”.
--So uhm Hi…I’m back I guess. I was planning to drop this story actually but I realized I was halfway through this chapter when that thought occurred and might as well do the damn thing before deciding if I’m actually going to go through it.
It’s been a tough couple of months…and I’m still without a laptop so I can’t actually write as freely as I did before, and I’m not sure if people will still remember my stuff but for those who do…here’s my little update for you. ^^
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
"Hey Min"
"What?"
"Thank you...for staying with me"
...
Stupid. Don't say that...How am I supposed to fall out of love with you now?
....
....
The next day was a school day, so he had to be away from Kyuhyun, but instead of being relieved by the time away from the other boy Sungmin felt even more restless. He sighed, planting his cheeks on the desk, lost in thoughts. "Why am I thinking about him now? Geez, I'm supposed to start getting over him from now on...Why did I say I didn't want to dissolve the engagement..?" he groaned, giving himself a headache. I should have said yes...Why am I being hesitant for? Is it because he's Kyu?
He was so absorbed inside his own head he didn't notice Donghae and Hyukjae approaching him. "Sungmin hyung, get up! Classes are over 10 minutes ago!" the younger of the two said, poking him playfully. But while on any other day Sungmin would instantly get up and tickle him right back, this time he just whined and tried to evade his probing index finger, sending Hae's sudden curiosity spiraling "Hyung! What's wrong? Are you sick?"
Sungmin rolled his eyes at him. Trust Donghae to always jump to conclusions "No. I just don't feel like playing with tickles today" he said, trying not to sound too mean because it was Donghae.
Hyukjae was a different story however, as he just grinned and stared down at him. "Kyu, huh?" he looked amused. Sungmin didn't even have the energy to scoff at him.
"Yeah..." he mumbled, knowing there was no way he could hide it from Hyukjae anyway, they were friends for as long as he could remember.
Said man just stared at him, the corner of his lips tugging in amusement. “I was wondering when you’ll tell me about it actually” he said casually “Kyu came...right?”
“Wha?!” Sungmin stood up in surprise “H-How did you know?!” It wasn’t like he didn’t want them to find out, it was just...well, he could hardly tell them now that ‘Kyu’ whom he had been gushing about over the years was actually a guy...and taller than him, for crying out loud.
Hyukjae’s grin widened “Hey, I’m your childhood pal, your Mom told me when I bumped into her yesterday morning” he said easily, leaving Sungmin staring disbelievingly at him.
“Wah really?!” Donghae stared at him looking envious. “Why do you looked so bummed then Hyung?” he frowned, as if trying to figure him out, then quite suddenly he grinned widely and chuckled. “Oh, I know! Maybe she wasn’t as hot as you thought she was huh?” he nudged him playfully.
“No...She’s gorgeous” frustratingly so, he hesitated a bit on the “She”
“Then maybe she’s got a bad personality?”
“No” he shook his head “She’s very nice” Which doesn’t help at all because I’m supposed to be falling out of love with him!
Hyukjae was close to laughing and Sungmin knew the bastard knew exactly why he acted this way; he just wanted him to say it. He huffed, might as well get it over and done with. “Only...She’s a guy” he told them.
There was a moment of silence.
Then Donghae, Hyukjae and Ryeowook (who suddenly arrived--he had no fucking idea when) were laughing at his revelation. Sungmin glared and wished the ceiling would fall down on them, of course that didn’t happen, but he still wished it. He crossed his arms “Are you guys done laughing yet?” Of course he knew there was no malice to their laughter, but he still quite embarrassed.
“Don’t look so glum Min!” Hyukjae patted him on the back, tears in his eyes as he tried to control his laughter. “At least he’s still a keeper, right?”
Sungmin was about to reply when another classmate of theirs made his way to the room, looking for him. “Sungmin, your fiancé is here for you” he said, looking at him curiously as he said so. His friends looked interested all of a sudden, but he grabbed his bag and made his way to the door without a glance back.
…
Sure enough, Kyuhyun was waiting for him by the gates.
“Kyu!” he called out, making the younger man turn. The man waited until he was close enough “What are you doing here? What about school?” the man was attending a different school from him. He sighed, staring at him exasperatedly. Why did you tell them you’re my fiancé?
Kyuhyun shrugged “It ended early” he stared back, Why not?
Sungmin sighed “And why are you here?”
“I thought we could walk home together” was the honest answer. The older felt the tips of his ears turn red, just as the whistles and catcalls from his friends to “Introduce him!” “So that’s Kyu!” He ignored them of course, walking past Kyuhyun to the streets.
“Let’s go” he muttered to the younger. Kyuhyun simply stared and tried to call him, though he was momentarily held back by the sound of Sungmin’s classmates calling his name. He didn’t have the chance to ask how they knew him though, because he noticed Sungmin already a few feet away and he decided to follow him instead.
When he was sure they were a good distance away from the school, Sungmin relaxed a little and glanced at the other male, deciding to start a casual conversation “ So how’s your new school?”
“It’s alright…Everyone seems nice” Kyuhyun answered. “Though it is a pain when everyone stares at me all the time” Sungmin thought it was probably because he was handsome, but he was never going to admit that out loud.
Instead, he nodded “Well, try to get along with them okay?”
“Why?” Kyuhyun muttered “I don’t feel like smiling at people I don’t like”
Sungmin blinked “But you smile at me all the time…” he said dumbly, to which Kyuhyun simply stared at him like the answer was about to fall on top of him like a bomb.
Instead he decided to ask the question that made him curious a while ago. “Anyway…what was that earlier? In your school? Are we famous or something?”
“No, No! It’s not like that!” Sungmin stuttered, his face heated up as he tried to explain to the younger what just happened “It was just…because I was always bragging about how you’re mine…and…how I’m going to marry you one day…so…erm, sorry…”
“Hmnn” Kyuhyun seemed amused at that “So everyone knows were a couple?”
“N-No! That’s…I mean! I made sure I corrected them so everything’s okay now!” He said, refusing to meet his eyes least Kyuhyun sees how red his face was. “They were just teasing is all…”
“…I see”
Sungmin blinked, Why did he sound….sad? He stared up at Kyuhyun but the younger was just staring ahead and it was as if he was the one refusing to look at him now.
Kyuhyun didn’t speak again on their entire way home.
Sungmin didn’t want to admit it, but he was internally panicking at the thought of the man not speaking to him ever again. What do I do? It’s so awkward between us all of a sudden! He mentally bemoaned. Did I do something to upset him? Did he get mad when my friends were teasing us!? What do I do? I don’t want him to be mad at me!
Then Sungmin spotted a piece of paper with a drawing, he smiled…he remembered this one pretty well. “Hey Kyu, look!” he said, snatching it up and showing it to the other, in hopes of getting Kyuhyun to talk to him again “This is a picture I drew of you in elementary! I used the picture auntie sent me! Pretty cool huh?” he rambled.
“Sungmin…” he froze at the tone of Kyuhyun’s voice. He looked up to find brown eyes staring deep into his own. “How do you feel about me?” he asked.
The question caught him off guard and his mind went blank, not sure how to interpret or answer “H-How…?” W-What’s he asking all of a sudden?!
“You are in love at least with my face…right? After all, it’s still the same face as the Kyu you really loved…” Sungmin gaped at him. “That’s the only thing…?”
“Of course not! I think you’re a great guy Kyuhyun!” he said before his mind could actually process his own words.
“…That’s all?”
“What do you mean all?” then suddenly Kyuhyun leaned in close, as if he was going to kiss him again. Sungmin knees instantly braced themselves and he closed his eyes but it never came.
“I don’t want that”
“Huh?” Sungmin gasped when instead of kissing him, Kyuhyun made it so they toppled and landed on the floor. “Kyu?”
“Look at me more Sungmin” he whispered, leaning close so he was whispering in his ear. Hands ghosting inside Sungmin’s shirt.
“K-Kyu?” Sungmin’s heartbeat raced, he was confused…he didn’t want this…but at the same time he did…He was scared to look up and see Kyuhyun’s face…No…No…
“Min…”
“NO!” It came out in a strangled voice, but to Sungmin it was almost the same as shouting it. “You…You aren’t Kyu! You’re not the Kyu I fell in love with!”
Kyuhyun instantly froze, his eyes showing a multitude of emotions in a short while…sadness...regret? Mixed with something else Sungmin couldn’t really point out. “Sungmin…I am Kyu…you know” he said, in a tone he never heard before. He retracted his hand from inside his shirt, making Sungmin shudder slightly. “I’m sorry” with that he pulled himself and made his way out the door of the room.
I…What did I do?
Sungmin stayed in the same position for what he felt like an eternity…he sighed, when he finally decided to pull himself and make his way to the bed…he was as confused as ever before. Why…Why did he look like I just broke his heart? That’s unfair…I’m the one who had my heart broken when he didn’t turn out to be the one I was expecting right? He half expected his feelings for the man to diminish by now, after he learned the truth but the fact was…it wasn’t wavering in the slightest bit at all…
If he was being more honest to himself he would have acknowledged they were only getting deeper.
He noticed the fallen piece of paper and picked it up…his drawing from when he was young…
“This is all so wrong…the one I love…is this person…right?” he asked no one in particular…
But why was he longing to see Kyuhyun’s face instead of Kyu?
--End of Chapter---