Postsecret post

[slashophile]

I've been lazy and let my flist get behind and finally gave up at 450skip. That's a lot. I love you all and I didn't comment to as much as I should have, I apologize.

But I did like the thing that akire_yta did. The postsecret sort of thing that is so addictive it's insane. So I'm going to do that

Comments

[anonymous]

I feel alone even though I'm not. And I hate the people who try to get close to me.

[anonymous]

I think I am very much in love, but he's waiting to say it until he really truly means it, which makes me doubt myself. What else could this cat-in-a-sunbeam feeling that curls up in my torso and makes me feel like I'm going to burst mean? And what is wrong with me that makes him care about me like he does without being able to mean it?

We did this in all the wrong order, and I am trying to keep my heartbeat steady.

[anonymous]

I'm afraid that I drink too much, and I don't think about what I say in the first place, so I'm bound to crash and burn in all of my social relationships. But at least I'll know when I'm drinking good vodka.

[anonymous]

I think that I like girls. I don't feel anything when I kiss my boyfriend. I have always been one of those people who comments that I have a girl crush on hot actresses but I've never given it much more than that. I still think that guys are hot, so maybe I swing both ways? I'm not sure and it has gotten to the point that I really want to experiment but I don't know how to approach another girl and ask her out.

My best friend and I used to comment that we thought we might be gay for each other but it has been over a year since we last brought that subject up and I'm sure she was kidding. Hell at the time I was pretty much kidding too. Why must I be so confused?

[anonymous]

I'm afraid the only thing keeping me here will be finishing my degree. After I'm done with that, I'm running away to one of the cities I've admired on the small screen. What I'm afraid of is never having a reason to look back.