i really wish i knew why my parents suddenly hate me. i wish i could see the "change" everyone else seems to be able to see in myself. i havnt intentionally acted any different at all. i just feel as if this was really suddenly sprung upon me...the fact that i am so overwhelmingly immature in my parent's eyes. i also know they read this. i have ( Read more... )

i am so happy :-) today was so fun, we got to go into boston for the day with our class to quincy market. becky and i got the best breakfast sandwiches ever!!lol then we had to go to the jfk library/museum and that was kind of boring but i got to hang out with brian and julz and danielle for all of it ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD. i cannot wait to just get out of my house. i HATE when parents cancel your plans at the last second. i was supposed to go up to york beach today with brian and ben and his gf but they decide instead to wake me up at 7:30 to tell me i cant go because its too far away and there is too much traffic today witht he holiday. WTF. they could ( Read more... )

today i cleaned out my car (finally). and i did some yardwork and washed my mom's car, ect. i was kind of bored lol. and then i felt extra motivated and wrote half of my anatomy paper. tonight i honestly just want to rent Love Actually, talk on the phone and eat popcorn. because the rest of the weekend is going to be reaaally fun/crazy busy. ( Read more... )

ahh chorus concert tonight. fuuun i suppose. im glad this week is almost over. and next week is gonna be awesome because we have monday off, tuesday is a field TRIP TO BOSTON and wednesday is class day. wooot i love boston...yay ( Read more... )

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I DO NOT BELONG TO YOU ANYMORE. IF YOU "LOVED" ME YOU WOULD LET ME GO. you would fucking set me free FOR ONCE. im happy now, and you will not destroy that, not this time ( Read more... )

ohhh my goddd prom was the best night ive ever had!! everyone looked so gorgeous, and it was so perfect. i will post pictures hopefully. my hair stayed in all night and i had a hellof a time getting it out, but it was so fun to get that and my makeup done. the night flew by because we were just dancing the entire time and it was so much fun. julia ( Read more... )

i just got my nails done for prom! they are pretty but i cant like pick anyhting up (ive evber had fake nails on before). im sooo overly excited though, everyting is all set, and everyone is coming over after and spending the night, guys and girls! yayy! im never gonna make it through school tomorrow, i cant focus at all lol ( Read more... )

closure is now closer than the horizon and
its choking you to deathive run so far away from this scene but deep down ( Read more... )