yea
"you know alex....i'll never have to worry about you being deppresed your always way too happy"
......hmm the good days.
today was worse than yesterday.
i might quit track.
my mom thinks im a fucking liar.
im fucking sick.
i wish i didn't smoke.
i fucking hate school.
i've changed so much.
i miss ellee and mal.
i've given up on everything.
my parents are going to drug test me.
i don't look forward to anything.
im going to throw up.
i want to see troy.
i dwell on the past way too much.
the only person that gets me is maggie petersen <3
the only thing i have to do is fuck up even more.
......hmm the good days.
today was worse than yesterday.
i might quit track.
my mom thinks im a fucking liar.
im fucking sick.
i wish i didn't smoke.
i fucking hate school.
i've changed so much.
i miss ellee and mal.
i've given up on everything.
my parents are going to drug test me.
i don't look forward to anything.
im going to throw up.
i want to see troy.
i dwell on the past way too much.
the only person that gets me is maggie petersen <3
the only thing i have to do is fuck up even more.