so alone. and so insignificant.

school is crazy. So for next semester, spring 2008. I have two classes left for lower class division general education. a science class, and a class called arts and humanities. the science one ill be taking at palomar. I'll also be taking spanish 301A and spanish 302. and one more not sure what itll will be yet. it'll be an upper division general ( Read more... )

well, its not a letter, it's actually an email. Can;t sleep he's  on my mind...so i thought I'd write an email so he knew what was on my mind...I wanted to share. lol. maybe its lame....or pathetic....(what i wrote) hah.. but its real. whatever.
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hey ***********.:)
It's 2:30 in the morning and I still haven't gone to sleep. I have so many things on ( Read more... )

When I talk to him, I smile, and I laugh, a lot. I smile on the inside even more. No- it's not smiling, it's beaming. :)
I like him. Puno.:)

p.s. MARINA- ur new webpage or website whatever it's called, is AWESOME. !!

 So, my tonsillectomy (surgery for removal of tonsils) is scheduled for December 17th! I'm quite petrified. But I am so relieved this is finally going to get done. 
weird- ive had to use my asthma inhaler twice today and last night before bed. That's odd. 
...Dunno what else to say. 
This day has gone by way too quickly..i have work at 6 and its ( Read more... )

I just can't shake the feeling of worhtlessness. missed first class due to uncontrollable spilling of emotion sittingin my car in the school parking lot. I feel like in every aspect of my life, I have been a failure in some way to some degree.

Oh Lord, give me strength to overcome my weaknesses.
I am in your hands to lift me up.

by the way thats Johnny Depp's hands on the piano in my icon ( Read more... )

feel lonely. oh well.

and i just got home from work about twenty minutes ago. and now i get to write a paper due tomorrow for geography! thank god, i was getting fed up with the idea of actually getting to sleep tonight, phew, ....YEAH RIGHT. ugggggg. alrighty. hope everyones well.

writing essays or any kind of paper.