i'm living by the hour
i'm living by the minute
so stay with me baby
don't break me my baby

♬

so yeaaaaaaaaaaaah.

 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. what a useless day. watched a few episodes of Skins and the two seasons of Misfits. period pains are killing me. ate pizza with pineapple on it even though i hate it. quite an achievement. then i did nothing else. i wanted to watch Tron but it's cold so i'm going to go to bed and eat my brains out.

so i dreamt i was in this cabin on a snowy hill and the cabin kept slipping and i had to go out and push it up all the time and eventually i tried to make a solid ground to put it on but everything went to shit lol fuck you too, dreams ( Read more... )

 let's update some more. downloaded a ton of scans i'm never gonna look at. i was gonna charge my phone but forgot. cold and bored. was going to go to bed but i can't go to bed without my phone. my mom is awesome for doing my laundry. 

 forgot. found a RIFT beta weekend invite in my inbox this morning. kind of looking forward to playing a new game, but i don't look forward to playing THIS game. or something. do i even make sense? probably not. anyway had no problems installing/patching, one thing TRION's managed to do well. i want new nail polish. glittery purple, metallic blue. ( Read more... )

 layout has been Consolized.... or something. Consolas is a brilliant font, i love it. i changed all my system fonts earlier this week but i guess i have to change them again now.. SO. i didn't do anything that i was supposed to do today. aka. watch three movies, edit screenshots and nothing else. didn't accomplish anything today. it's been snowing ( Read more... )

 yeah...... fuck you livejournal. wrote half an entry and then..... fuck. anyway i came to the conclusion that i wish i didn't wish i was different and i wish i was less self-centered. i want to have a cute apartment with tolga. wooden floors, big pretty old windows. two cats, nice kitchen. i'd have a polaroid wall with pictures of friends from ( Read more... )

possible causes/excuses to why i'm boring and quiet:

• my mind is always blank. i wouldn't say i think a lot, unless i really have to. not sure why this is. could be because of my depression. i mean. i do think a lot. it just never occurs to me that there's something to be said about what i think, or that there's someone interested in what i'm ( Read more... )

was completely dead yesterday. spent most of the day in bed. was sweating like idfk. finished reading The Walking Dead comics. good timing. new issue released just today, not sure when it will be up for download. oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah~♥ GD&TOP's album is going to be brilliant. i ♥ High High. the song is awesome and the music video makes me go ( Read more... )

i believe i'm getting sick and i'm super excited about it and also i can't wait for the next episode of the walking dead and i'm also super excited about that. lately i've been playing too much Pokémon, today i went from like 1h of Platinum to 6h that was a bit surprising. lately i've been reading Norwegian Wood as i figured The Wind-up Bird is too ( Read more... )