Today i went to the fair, go me. with Ben, Scharelly, and lee and mom of course. I freaked out on the fariswheel. >_< i can truely say that is one of my fears, is heights, i even kinda convinced/forced Ben to go with me. now i feel bad cause i was freakin out real bad. Well we rode another ride too, and then left after walking around for like a ( Read more... )

Zachs Uncle died today of a heart attack. I guess he was close to him. i feel bad for not being a supportive person and try to make him feel better. well i did just wake up, and just hit my knee on the wall when he called, so i was in pain, and like he told me all that he's glad he isnt home cause he'd kill himself, well didnt really say it like ( Read more... )

Today im goin to the Fair if it doesnt rain, lets hope not, maybe i'll call ben and see if he wants to hang out or osmething. go to johns and attack him. yeah sounds good to me. I dont know, didnt sleep good cause my body hurts, scharelly and Lee are sleeping, maybe that's what i'll really do. but im wearing the coolest pants in the world XD. i ( Read more... )

I went outside to go to a lil white church to meet up some people, adn like i went there for like FIVE WHOLE MINUTES and my grandma gets outta bed, and gets in her car, i come back she comes back and i tell her that i was chasing kitties. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE THAT CAME FROM! i suck at lying ( Read more... )

FUCK i just lost that WHOLE FUCKING POST! well in a FUCKING NUT SHELL ( Read more... )

If you love Someone your gunna try your hardest to see them right? I'VE TRIED MY HARDEST!!! v.v; God damn. yeah im still goin on about that. I just woke up, got some shitty sleep, didnt realize i was naked and walked out of my room, and my mom was standing there, i kinda ran back to my room >_< YES i know she was the one who gave birth to me, but ( Read more... )

You know what? i hate IGNORANCE. I hate cheaters too. I HATE old guys who think im "cute" and just wanna fuck my brains out. i wanna stab them in the fucking nuts. I hate, absolutely had false promises. Im never gunna see "them" (the person in the first entry) so why do i FUCKING LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH?! They hurt me, and i go back with them, ( Read more... )

I found someone. a few people actually. But this someone, is special to me. They make me laugh, giggle, do that nose crunchy thingy i do when i dont like something. They are like the greatest person in the world. But they live too far away. Im not at all to jealous of how they are smart, artistic, sarcastic and all that I love, because, they would ( Read more... )