I think life is finally widdling down to normalcy after the emotional roller coaster I built for myself, and then rode non-stop til I emotionally hurled - if you get what I mean. I'm sitting at work right now, with nothing to do but have time to think. My boss is on vacation, so I've been coming in a little late, taking a longer lunch break, ( Read more... )

"Since I met you ( Read more... )

AQUABoi32 (12:26:08 AM): cause youre out for you right now, and no one else. and if he cant respect that, then he cant respect you
AQUABoi32 (12:26:19 AM): or the feelings he has for you
ntoxic8menow2484 (12:26:32 AM): that's the most amazing thing anyone's said to me in years
AQUABoi32 (12:27:03 AM): yea... Im good for one of those every now and ( Read more... )

I don't really know what's going on with my life anymore. These past two weeks have been a blur. And I find myself writing this early on a Sunday morning, looking back on days past and every single decision I've made, I'm now questioning. I tried to make the week as fun as possible with what appeared to be party after party at my house while my ( Read more... )

Is this really my life?

Details, coming soon...

I don't really feel like writing anymore since I clicked the link to this website, but I made that much of an effort, so I might as well go with it ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a better day for me emotion-wise I guess. I managed to keep myself occupied for most of the day and keep my mind off things. Of course, this involved going to the mall and spending money, but what else is new. Who could turn down flip-flops that are half-price at American Eagle. I needed new ones anyway. My American Eagle flip-flops ( Read more... )

Well fine, I guess I'd better start venting again. Life is getting to me. I've jokingly mentioned quite a few times this week that I would soon put an end to my life. I'm not so selfish that I would actually ever commit suicide, but I find it's a good way to let others know that you're pissed about something. Wrist-slitting, arsenic ingestion, ( Read more... )