What went wrong....what did i do?...Was i not good enough?.....I was loyal...i thought i was falling for someone and it felt real....for the first time in my life i felt HAPPY ( Read more... )

Porque No me siento vien,

porque siento que me arancaron el corazon y an jugado con el

porque siento que nada fue real, pero un sueño que duro tan poco tiempo

porque siento que fui una droga que se sentía increible por un mommento
entonces descendio en dolor....
At 1:30 am I was at a park riding the swings....yeah wierd....I was with james talking ( Read more... )

.....I had to hear it from someone else.......

I cant describe how much it hurt....I can't

my only fault was beliveing...."I wouldnt hurt you"

So james picked up up today in the morning and i got to play the drums!! omg it was so fun, i think i was born to be a musican....i had never ever played the drums and i had beats going right off the bat...James was like WTF?? u have never played???

Im writing a song right now...its not hardcore, its in spanish....I need ur help Izzy u have pretty ( Read more... )

Aww Izzy it looks like im molesting you with my tongue!


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Okay so I got really depressed for a while....Well britney sent me a message saying this ( Read more... )

So i went to LA for CHRISTMAS...it was fun...being with fam has some kind of confort to it even when some of the fam. annoys the hell out of you LOL ( Read more... )

YAY! one of my bestest friends (kary)came for like 4 days...I missed her soooo effin much ( Read more... )

It feels like its been forever

I feel like my day isnt complete when i dont hear from her

Every momment it kills me to not know...

What she's doing, how she feels, what she is thiking....if she is thinking of me....????

This is what I dreded but I will get through it

      Finally, the end of this so called educational semester ah!..I have been so stressed out over finals, and its not like they were hard or anything, but I get stresses over things easily and i even get kinda  physically sick blah i hate it!

I'm a little more stresses because of the love of my life, she has been doing things that i dont ( Read more... )