I felt a need to write. I guess right now there is so much going on that I am so happy yet so wondering where I will end up. I know that things are going to be moving fast, really soon and I am excited for change, and the ability for advancement and perhaps moving forward into a new life with lots of new options, and many doors that will continue ( Read more... )

I guess all to note was that I think he is with another woman. And I have moved on since then. I refuse to deal with such behavior. Haa ( Read more... )

I am going on a date.
I have a valentine.
Holy fuck.
This must be a dream.
He's sleeping with another woman.
I must be soo broken that I've lost my mind.
How's everyone else doing?
Everyone comment on one thing...that I am good at, and one thing I could improve?
That sounds like a good deal.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

I still miss him ( Read more... )

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I am sitting here listening to music. I know this isn't suprising. Yet again I am sitting here wanting to write with no words...just tears. I really don't want to...even move. I just am sooo sick of being treated like shit.t...and then really well. I don't know how you can love me, and call me anal in the same conversation. ANAL. I fucking hate ( Read more... )

SoOooo...Jazz died on the 8th. It hasn't been...a couple days. I guess almost 20...or so. I didn't feel like writing for awhile ( Read more... )

He'll be dead and gone...before I can even get out of this...place I work at ( Read more... )

My poorrr pup isn't feeling good ( Read more... )