have you ever met someone, and instantly felt comfortable??? for myself, i could count the number of times on one hand. *smiling softly* but it always poses this dilemma, how much to say at first. how fast do you let them really get to know you? *looking outside, watching the rain fall as i think* i mean, my instict is to lay it all out there, and ( Read more... )

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i have heard people say they would do anything for the ones they love hell i have said it myself, but i wonder if they really mean it. i know for me personally, if i love someone, be it love them as a friends or am in love with them, if they needed me there is nothing i would not do to try to be at their side. i have stayed on the phone for hours ( Read more... )

where do You go when the things in your head are things that should never be said, or perhaps even thought. when you can not tell the ones you love, and the things you think are things that scare even you. when you long for the warmth of love, but you feel so cold inside the warmth burns your flesh. when reason is a must, but in chaos you find ( Read more... )

it is decided that the Gods have one hell of a warped sense of humor. all last week i spent feeling blue, and alone, and it has carried somewhat on till this morning,and then the Gods decided it was time to snap me out of it in a most perculiar way. anyone who would read this knows i have more responsibility than i should, and here They go giving ( Read more... )

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She says i am to write in this everyday i can get here, so i would like to take this day to apologize to You Tiger. it isn't fair for me to take my mood or multipule moods, as those who know me know they can change faster than a blink, out on You. nor is it fair for me to get even worse when You don't give me the response i want. nine times out of ( Read more... )

i know my Love's want me to have courage, and i think last night i showed the first signs. i finally did what had to be done with my mother. i knew it was coming, but kept putting it off. since i got pregnant with my daughter, i have watched the relationship, between my mother and i deteriorate, and now that she is almost 3 it is finally gotten so ( Read more... )

add on to the last. or perhaps it is that i am to needy of some *nods softly*