The Art of Being Used...

[slaytheweak]

i am sick to my stomach. the mere thought of a person who you love and care about throwing it all away for no apparent reason is enough to break me down. we were best friends, so i thought. but i guess it all boils down to who got played. you really pulled one over on me, i got served. i thought we were boys and all you wanted was what i brought to

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[anotherbetty]

stop being pissed off.

[slaytheweak]

its hard when people you love and care about stab you in the back and act like they don't know you.

[anotherbetty]

indeed, that sucks.
and it happens to the worst of us.

let's just ride roller coasters.
all day.
and all week.
and all the time.

[slaytheweak]

sounds magical.

...is a never ending game, kind of like Monopoly.

[midnightmutiny]

It happens to everyone
at least once in a lifetime.
But not letting it
get the best of you
shows you're resilient
+ stronger than what you
had originally thought.

Good luck, with whatever may come.

Re: ...is a never ending game, kind of like Monopoly.

[slaytheweak]

i know it happens to everyone, it just seems to happen to me more than others. i don't let it affect me that much, its just that this time it is boiling over into my family's life as well as mine.

thanks for your input, i actually feel a little better.

p.s. do i know you?

Re: ...is a never ending game, kind of like Monopoly.

[midnightmutiny]

I'm sorry to hear that it is involving your family. Something of this sort should never have family brought into it.
But I'm glad that you feel a little better.

I don't think that we have met before, I could be wrong, but I came across your journal through a friend's.
I'm Mary, by the way.

Re: ...is a never ending game, kind of like Monopoly.

[slaytheweak]

thank you very much for being an amazing conversationist, you shed some light on some unfamiliar territory. my name is matt snyder and i want to talk more about some stuff. my sn on aim is weak willed liar and my e-mail is slaytheweak@hotmail.com.

shout me a holla.

Re: sorry, pill induced rant..

[slaytheweak]

sorry to hear about your loss, and thanks for your concern.

[stomachinknots]

matt-chu, you know what we's got is real....and you could never think i use you for anything....seeing as i dont do drugs...i just use you for good company...miss yer guts by the way...i'll be out in flint tomorrow, i'll stop by .
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[slaytheweak]

it seemed a lot more real than it turned out to be.

[stomachinknots]

and P.S.
TELL THESE BITCHES TO GET OFF MI DICK!
just kidding.
xo