playing the strike game....me-2 you-0...

[slaytheweak]

being alone leaves alot of time for thinking...i don't think its always a good thing...i feel like i don't have anything in common with alot of the people i chose to hang out with....i've grown out of alot of my old habits...not saying i have matured or anything....they have just become boring and uninteresting...it makes me laugh when people meet

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[midnightmutiny]

I have gone through the same exact thing before.
It's no big deal, you're getting older and the perception
of your life is changing. It will probably happen
multiple times before the time you're 30, no doubt.

<3

and who needs to party to have a good time?? pssh.
not me:)

[slaytheweak]

its not the getting older, its that most of the people i associate with are into partying all the time, which is awesome, i have no problem with what they do, i enjoy it myself from time to time, i am just complaining about how i feel as if i have nothing in common with the people i call friends.

[subrosa777]

the road leads to the same place in the end. People are strange when your a stranger faces seem ugly when your alone.

mrsdavidsmom says:

[drinkin_mercury]

I dont think this city is that bad. I have actually grown to enjoy it. I mostly enjoy my drunken walks downtown and I like to think that I have walked drunk down the same sidewalk more than any other 16 year old. Its nice seeing framiliar faces and your friends' names sketched in the sidewalk with "bffe" under it.

Maybe its just me.

Re: mrsdavidsmom says:

[slaytheweak]

i am not talking about davison, and life is easy when you are 16. you don't have bills or responsibility. i am talking about how the things i did when i was your age aren't fun to me anymore and i want to be able to hang out with my friends without getting completely faded.

[slaytheweak]

word.

[slaytheweak]

besides you, who are these people?

and i don't know why you are so fond of me if all you do is complain about how i never get a hold of you and hang out.

[slaytheweak]

i am not too proud to ask for help. i don't need help to find meaning in my life, i am just sick of this town. i want to move on, i just have to wait until i get the ok from the doctor. i appreciate the fact that you want to help me and that you care about me. i don't call or hang out with you because for one, we really don't have that much in common and two, whenever we hang out i feel like i owe you something or you are looking for something more... i don't know, maybe its just me, but whatever it is, that is the way it is.

[speed_0f_pain]

why kalamazoo?