i didn't drink any coffee today, bringing me to my ultimate conclusion on the subject: it works. Today has been funny though, I trained the new girl and now I'm not the new guy anymore. Mailroom tony pats me on the back like we fought in a war together as I introduce him to Amanda, the sassy brooklynite with a devil-may-care inflection who went ( Read more... )

I've been working everyday, 8:30 - 5:30. I'm getting a little restless being stuck in an office all day, and I even noticed on one of those compulsive lists I had been writing so many of last month, that I had made a special note reminding myself not to work in an office for more than a few months at a time. I guess I should have written less than ( Read more... )

i'm 19 years old

i have a job

i have a license and a car

i have straight teeth

i have a lot of great friends, both at school, in the city and in the neighborhood

i have a ton of disgustingly talented friends, songwriters, artists, writers, filmmakers

i'm ready! happy birthday to me!

the problem with getting to such a good place in my life is hitting bottom this heavily. i had an amazing weekend previous to this though. Jesse has proved himself over and over to be a constant force of positive direction and idealism in my life, a life that without that influence is becoming more and more this competition with people, myself, my ( Read more... )

so i finally got to see miguel and he looks well ( Read more... )

work's good ( Read more... )

i'm bad at this

home = teen angst revival

so i'm in queens for tonight but i'm heading back to purchase tomorrow morning early early for one more magical evening. I moved out sunday, it felt wierd. I didn't think i would be but i'm sort of bummed to be back. just stuck in the city cluastrophobics acting up again ( Read more... )

no one is back yet- it's still a ghost town ( Read more... )

dear whoever left the condom filled with handsoap in the sink

thanks

you rule.