I just got done measuring my blood pressure and omg was it a bitch!  I'm also pissed at myself b/c I cut myself on my left arm, and the doctor will see that when they're taking my pressure.  So, I need to find a way to cover it up, maybe with like a wrist band thing?  I don't know...

My life is so incredibly pointless lately.  All I do is eat ( Read more... )

I WAS ABLE TO TAPE IT!!!!  YES!  YES!  YES!  SO...thankfully they were last to perform, so I taped it!  I'm so fucking happy right now!  Anyways...I was just talking to this cool guy online from Richmond Hts.  But, now the conversation kinda fizzled.  Blah.  So this week has been filled with toast and iced tea.  YUM.  I'm going to try to go to bed ( Read more... )

This is from Wednesday night:

Today was fucking amazing! I hung out with Dana, Juliann, Amy and Caitlin. I finally gave Dana her gifts which she loved. I smacked her over the head with a noodle, and she loved "The Dog" plush. Lol...and she was rolling on the floor cracking up laughing when I was trying to get a Twix out of the pinata (It's b/c I ( Read more... )

Ugh....I am sick to my stomach right now.  I love when a certain someone's life is at it's worst.  It makes me want to live.  Jeremy has pictures of kittens on his Xanga, and some of them look like Max and Mickey, and that just scares me.  Eww..and not to mention that he has this one pic that Mike sent me a few months ago (to make me feel better).

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Stolen from Kelly's friend:

HAVE YOU EVER

(put an X next to the things you HAVEN'T done)

(x) been drunk.

(x) smoked pot.

(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex.

(x) rode in a taxi.

(x) been dumped.

() shoplifted.

(x) been fired.

() been in a fist fight.

(x) had a threesome.

() snuck out of my parent's house.

(x) been tied up. (sexually ( Read more... )

So, I fucking swear to god that I erased that SSOTSB link.  But, I remember it got fucked up, and I pasted my interests again, but even then I thought I erased it.  But, I'm making another journal b/c there's more I want to talk about, but I don't want anyone reading them (the whole point of this journal).  So...that should keep Tiffany busy for a ( Read more... )

So today is the day.  I want so bad to just call Kelly, but I don't want to give in.  I always give in, and I promised myself I wouldn't anymore.  So, I was thinking maybe December 29th, b/c that day just stuck in my head.  But after my mom bitching this morning, I've come to make today the day.

The only good thing about today was the fact that Danita Harris talked about my e-mail on the news this morning. It was right after David Muir at 6:20 am and I was just about to go to sleep, and I heard her talking about it. Needless to say, I never did end up sleeping. I was upset though b/c I was taping the news all yesterday to see if she'd ( Read more... )

So I completely hate everyone now.  Kelly says I'm dramatic..and complains about how when she's honest ppl bite her head off.  Well, maybe if she was honest from the beginning, then no one would "bite her head off."  I hate how I'm being used.  She only wants to be my friend b/c she won't have Tiffany in January.  Just like going to concerts b/c ( Read more... )

So I'm officially a failure.  I haven't slept in...hmm...almost 28 hours.  I'm really tired and I've become so paranoid lately.  I cried this morning thinking about the past.  About how I don't have anyone to love me anymore.  About how miserable my past relationship was...yet I miss it so.  It's pathetic how it took more than 3 chances before I ( Read more... )