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....be going to Pitchfork instead of Lollapalooza. Both are in Chicago, but more of our friends are going to Pitchfork. Both lineup's are more than exciting.

Pitchfork has bands like Yo La Tengo, Spoon, the WALKMEN (OMG!),the Futureheads, Ted Leo and the Pharmacists, Band of Horses, Devandra Banhart,Mission of Burma,etc.
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:(
i'm happy i really am.
i'm just getting sad over things.
distance is going to suck.
i've been crying since about 9.
and it's really lame of me.
but i can't help but be selfish
and want everything for how they are now.
they're perfect and in a month they'll be nothing.
nothing at all.
i'm so scared, and i'm so sad.
i have to quit becoming

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one day everything is wonderful, the next day everything is bad

at least ashleigh is back, i'm so sick of this back and forth bullshit.
i'm done trying to call you.
all i need right now in my life is consistency, i don't think that's too much to ask?
is it?

my mom is lame and isn't helping much either.

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her name is niko.
she's new to me, i think we are going to be great friends.

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i am so fragile
i'm still hopeless
i'm not perfect
but i am free.

i never get it unless i'm fed it.

i'm so insecure right now.