[ooc] ♨
FIRST OF ALL, if you've been one of those people whom I've DROPPED THREADS WITH, or comment sporadically, I AM SO SORRY FOR PUTTING YOU THROUGH THAT. If I come across as being disinterested, I 'm sorry! I live 12 hours ahead of EST, and have a full-time job. Which means that during the EST/PST evening/nights (when camp is more active), it's either the morning or the middle of the afternoon for me. Morning/middle of the afternoon means that I'm at work. I do check CFUD from work! But the problem comes when I get pinged by certain posts, and end up dropping a comment, where I continue for... 1, 2 comments perhaps? And then leave the thread, because I get distracted by work (which really, should be the case, but.) When I get back from work I'm usually tired, so it's v. easy for me to forget I have threads. So I end up dropping them!
... sob it feels like I'm making a lot of excuses.
BUT ANYWAY t-that is my side of the story! Iluall, rly :( DO LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE A THREAD WITH ME THAT YOU WANT TO CONTINUE. Poke me a lot! I will pick up those threads!!11 Catch me on a weekend and I am far less likely to be such a tool! Maybe!
So timezone problems is my main problem actually. MOVING ON.
Now that I've dropped Fou, I have FOUR. I HAVE FOUUUUR. I missed having four. Anyway, dropping sequence goes here! From unlikely to drop > likely to drop.
Toph > Yoh > Merry >>> Kanon
Toph: Honestly, I. I can't imagine dropping Toph. Sob. I HAVE WONDERED ABOUT IT, but I just go "NAHHHH" after perhaps a minute or so of thinking about it. The day I do will be a very very sad day for me. I was ever in a slump with her before, but canon has been fabulous with her and-- really, her voice just comes easy for me! And she's so versatile it's amazing! She remains fun even though I've had her for more than a year. I can do almost anything with her, and I'm comfortable with even fight threads with her. She can win! She can lose! Fight threads are fun. Though I can get lazy when it comes to fight threads. Fight threads I have to do ALL AT ONE GO or else I will roll over and drop the thread, SORRY. :(
Anyway she is superbly safe, sorry anyone who might want to app Toph. IT'S GONNA BE HARD FOR ME TO WANT TO DROP TOPH.
Kanon: is giving me trouble in the sense that I feel extremely wobbly playing him! Like I don't know him anymore. I'm extremely edgy playing him because Oh!Great doesn't tell me stuff, and basically I feel like headdesking a lot, for the mistakes that I've made, with him. And I don't know how to proceed with the current relationships that he miiiight maybe have at camp! It's also a little difficult to get him to meet new people, because I start going "Would Kanon do this, would Kanon do that". While I am INSECURE and think I am Fucking Up in my play, I still, however, love the boy a lot. I still have a lot of fun touching Ringo playing Kanon! So it's: Conflict! On one hand I feel like I perhaps should drop, and on the other I don't wanna. (I somehow suspect I might reapp him if I dropped him, sob)
It's been improving, slowly, though. I suspect it's just a slump, but I can't be sure. SO I've been laying low with Kanon recently, and slowly easing my way back into playing him. I am v. mentally prepared that Oh!Great will continue messing with me! When he delivers the final blow ON MY FACE!111 then will I drop Kanon.
Merryweather: is amazing, I don't know how a Kaori Yuki character can manage to be the one that is the most... stable of my lot. Despite how safe Toph and Yoh are being dropped, Merry is my most stable, in terms of play. I don't remember any real problems playing Merryweather, and she is so cute that playing her rots my teeth with warm fuzzies. I am half-serious. And will even consider trucking on even if her cast drops, because Merry can cope. Since I've aged her up, she knows that her days with her brother is limited HAET U BRO FOR BEING THE BEST AND THE WORST BROTHER EVER ;o; a-and she'd deal! Somehow! She has a mafia and people that care for her in camp! Hell, the player cares for her! Thus she is v. v. safe. What the hell, me.
Yoh: ... idk. I still get moments of holy shit I'm playing Asakura Yoh, and he remains my FAVOURITEST CHARACTER OF ALL TIME. His voice is one that I slip easily into, but I somehow feel like I'm not playing him to his fullest potential! Yoh... should jesus people, with a mixture of his personality and the fact that he is actually powerful. Which brings me to... fighting. I haven't really thought about handling fighting with him, considering how fights in Shaman King are basically CHANNELLING and... makes no real sense? Idk if his moves are even effective when it comes to physical fights, due to the fact that the forms of their weapons are like.. spiritual energy. I haven't gotten around to solving the whole fight thing, because I'm not clear on what the hell is going on in canon. And fighting is a big part of ManKin! I'm not currently playing it!
I am mostly zen when it comes to RPing, but I recognize it's something that I should really look into |D I AM THE WORST PLAYER EVER; I'M NOT EVEN SURE OF WHAT GOES ON IN CANON. M-main character syndrome orz
... sob it feels like I'm making a lot of excuses.
BUT ANYWAY t-that is my side of the story! Iluall, rly :( DO LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE A THREAD WITH ME THAT YOU WANT TO CONTINUE. Poke me a lot! I will pick up those threads!!11 Catch me on a weekend and I am far less likely to be such a tool! Maybe!
So timezone problems is my main problem actually. MOVING ON.
Now that I've dropped Fou, I have FOUR. I HAVE FOUUUUR. I missed having four. Anyway, dropping sequence goes here! From unlikely to drop > likely to drop.
Toph > Yoh > Merry >>> Kanon
Toph: Honestly, I. I can't imagine dropping Toph. Sob. I HAVE WONDERED ABOUT IT, but I just go "NAHHHH" after perhaps a minute or so of thinking about it. The day I do will be a very very sad day for me. I was ever in a slump with her before, but canon has been fabulous with her and-- really, her voice just comes easy for me! And she's so versatile it's amazing! She remains fun even though I've had her for more than a year. I can do almost anything with her, and I'm comfortable with even fight threads with her. She can win! She can lose! Fight threads are fun. Though I can get lazy when it comes to fight threads. Fight threads I have to do ALL AT ONE GO or else I will roll over and drop the thread, SORRY. :(
Anyway she is superbly safe, sorry anyone who might want to app Toph. IT'S GONNA BE HARD FOR ME TO WANT TO DROP TOPH.
Kanon: is giving me trouble in the sense that I feel extremely wobbly playing him! Like I don't know him anymore. I'm extremely edgy playing him because Oh!Great doesn't tell me stuff, and basically I feel like headdesking a lot, for the mistakes that I've made, with him. And I don't know how to proceed with the current relationships that he miiiight maybe have at camp! It's also a little difficult to get him to meet new people, because I start going "Would Kanon do this, would Kanon do that". While I am INSECURE and think I am Fucking Up in my play, I still, however, love the boy a lot. I still have a lot of fun touching Ringo playing Kanon! So it's: Conflict! On one hand I feel like I perhaps should drop, and on the other I don't wanna. (I somehow suspect I might reapp him if I dropped him, sob)
It's been improving, slowly, though. I suspect it's just a slump, but I can't be sure. SO I've been laying low with Kanon recently, and slowly easing my way back into playing him. I am v. mentally prepared that Oh!Great will continue messing with me! When he delivers the final blow ON MY FACE!111 then will I drop Kanon.
Merryweather: is amazing, I don't know how a Kaori Yuki character can manage to be the one that is the most... stable of my lot. Despite how safe Toph and Yoh are being dropped, Merry is my most stable, in terms of play. I don't remember any real problems playing Merryweather, and she is so cute that playing her rots my teeth with warm fuzzies. I am half-serious. And will even consider trucking on even if her cast drops, because Merry can cope. Since I've aged her up, she knows that her days with her brother is limited HAET U BRO FOR BEING THE BEST AND THE WORST BROTHER EVER ;o; a-and she'd deal! Somehow! She has a mafia and people that care for her in camp! Hell, the player cares for her! Thus she is v. v. safe. What the hell, me.
Yoh: ... idk. I still get moments of holy shit I'm playing Asakura Yoh, and he remains my FAVOURITEST CHARACTER OF ALL TIME. His voice is one that I slip easily into, but I somehow feel like I'm not playing him to his fullest potential! Yoh... should jesus people, with a mixture of his personality and the fact that he is actually powerful. Which brings me to... fighting. I haven't really thought about handling fighting with him, considering how fights in Shaman King are basically CHANNELLING and... makes no real sense? Idk if his moves are even effective when it comes to physical fights, due to the fact that the forms of their weapons are like.. spiritual energy. I haven't gotten around to solving the whole fight thing, because I'm not clear on what the hell is going on in canon. And fighting is a big part of ManKin! I'm not currently playing it!
I am mostly zen when it comes to RPing, but I recognize it's something that I should really look into |D I AM THE WORST PLAYER EVER; I'M NOT EVEN SURE OF WHAT GOES ON IN CANON. M-main character syndrome orz