I need a hug. That's all.

This weekend was a good time. We went to the club on Friday...It was fun. Last night I chilled with Becca, Nicole, Ashley, and Jaime. That was fun too. Then today I hung out with Brad. I'm not leaving for school until TM morning. That means I have to get my ass up at at the butt crack of dawn. Not cool...

IFHY!

So, I can't believe it but, I actually got my ass up to go to the game at NFA. It was at 10am! Me and Fannie stayed there for a while. Walked on the field with the band at half-time...and we left. Then we came back home and helped my mom with dinner and finally ate around 5ish. Dinner was soooooooo good! I'm telling you. Nothing like a home cooked ( Read more... )

Wow...so last night I chilled with Nicole and Steph at like 5:30...and then again with Steph and Jephtee at like...11:00...after that I was just so sad. It was pretty bad. I really was about to break down in tears...and I would have if I could have. Except...I think my tear glands shut off. But no...the stupidest shit was making me extremely sad. ( Read more... )

I'm just listening to the song so I figured I'd use it as a title ( Read more... )

So...today was good. Nicolle slept in my room last night so I wasn't alone. We both slept through the alarm clock to get up for 8...got up at like 10:30...went to Panara and to Wal*Mart so she could get a fill. Came back and went to math class...she left and as I came back upstairs I ran into Steph. We decided to get some cash flow and go for a ( Read more... )

This sucks. I think I'm getting better. I just can't stand the fact I feel like he's mad at me. I mean...he won't call me. He won't talk to me. I dunno. He's probably sick of hearing me be upset ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing. Nothing feels right. I can't even sleep without waking 3 times crying, because he's not sleeping next to me.

I can't take this....and it's only the beginning.

So...I called in everything for my housing and shit Friday morning. I'm all set. I got my roomates names and everything. I just have to give them a call. I'm really nervous about that. I figure since I have 2, I'll at least like one of them. I hope:/ I mean I don't think I'm THAT hard to get along with. I so wish me and Brad could have just roomed ( Read more... )

Do you ever look back on how you react to some things and just think...DAMN! I'm Such A Bitch!??? Well I do, and I have recently. I'm such a jealous bitch over everything and I need to watch myself before I push people away with that shit.

I apologize!I just don't know how else to react. Like a normal person I guess...right?? Of course. But ( Read more... )

So...I leave for school a week from today. Hopefully I'll be able to get everything done. I'm really excited. Seriously, like I don't care that the school is small, or anything really. I'll be there for 2 years, it's not that serious. Brad's talking about transfering after the first semester, or the first year. I'll kick his ass! No joke. I hope he ( Read more... )