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[sleepnude]

Hey, you have no idea how much, after reading the last entry I made here, I want to go back to my past self and say "NO YOU STUPID IDIOT! STAY AWAY FROM THAT GIRL!" but I can't and what is done is done. I'm a wiser, more mature person because of what happend and I don't think I'd trade that for anything. I'm not saying it didn't suck, but it has

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[riverone]

I was definitely here, and I always will be.

[skrinklada]

You know I still read your entries, Al.

Such a Heartfelt Entry

[ex_comrade_]

Wow, Alan, you opened the door into your soul! This is such a revelation of your hopes and misfortunes that it's difficult to formulate a comment that addresses everything. If such a comment could be written, it wouldn't be detailed enough to merit your attention. It is my hope that I can sufficiently address individual issues in individual comments.

Experience Can, Indeed, be a Harsh Teacher

[ex_comrade_]

As one who has been attracted to ill-suited lovers, I can attest to the fact that my experiences have been both painful and instructive. Sadly, I cannot say that I've paid much attention to the lessons that came from my involements. (Notice I call these relationships involvements, rather than romances.) You indicate that you've grown, as a result of your relationship with Sarah. You even say that you wouldn't trade what you went through with her. I,unfortunately, went from one tragedy only to enter into another. Thank goodness, time usually elapsed between these tragedies. Yet, I did glean some helpful information as a result of each

"The Heart is a Lonely Hunter"

[ex_comrade_]

I may have seen that movie, but I can't remember a thing about it. I just chose that heading because it contains the word "lonely." You express yourself as being so alone, having left your treasured friends and not being in an environment to meet others. The loneliness, we can hope, will abate once you enroll in college. There's a good chance you'll meet at least one peer with whom you can bond.