i am happy. i love video. had coffee with jean today. got a headache but its gone now. eloise is sleeping by my feet. im about to do my video journals. not the best part of a production class. i miss people i didnt expect to be missing lately. going to see the girl i was in love with in highschool next weekend. it should be interesting to ( Read more... )

things get better ( Read more... )

all i do is cut up construction paper for this video. i feel crazy. but its okay its great actually. tomorrow i am going to shoot it.

this whole best friends with my ex thing is working out. w. came to visit and it has been a lot of fun. its also at times been confusing, but not in any real way.

making some biscuts out of a tube, the pillsbury kind you dont need to butter. then i am going to try to find a place to watch weeds online now that tvlinks is gone. bummer. then maybe i will make some pizza bagels and some chocolate chip cookies. curl up with eloise. i am anxious about this weekend. tomorrow i have a bot meeting to attend ( Read more... )

everything is going to be okay. my skin hurts. not sure why. need to sleep. do something fun and outside tomorrow. maybe just sit in the sun.

man. it is so hot.

i am happy for the people in my life.

i love my new friends.

im confused. about everything.

not everything,

i love my dog and my friends and anti watt and my job and antioch.

i am all dorked out and its sort of amusing how awkward i am.

i have been editing this project for days and it is going no where. i like parts of it and other parts make me want to die a little bit. it has no rhythm. oh well. i guess im just not visually artistic. which sucks ( Read more... )

dude im dying. i also cant sleep. i feel good though. wierd.

i miss w. oh well. guess i just need to deal.

i also miss my friend paul from high school who i have not seen for years.

i also miss jules. oh my.

tomorrow will be a good day. i hope i dont sleep it all away. i would sleep forever if i could. i just cant get to sleep.