i'm surprised. things are going well.
i'm just waiting for the punch in the stomach.
and the discarding of the knife. from mah back.
too good to be the truth i've wished for.
i hope not.

snooped around. and found this. from chels ( Read more... )

You are the word I can't bring myself to spill. grind my teeth just a lil harder. the taste won't leave. me. alone. the blood won't stop seething my buds. of flawless dressings. violent spasms for dreaming of love. pointless stars in countless worlds. make me starve. the walls inside this contraption.

Her name is.

M.

O.

www.xanga.com/tonesforthedef ( Read more... )

I figured out. some people are orgasmic.

I'll hafta add you to the list, love.

I hope to become something far from the pain you view me as. and I hope to become something far from that feeling of depth and disconnection. sometimes I wonder if things would work better, if you were still inside me. or if I was still inside you ( Read more... )

PAST ( Read more... )

this thing isn't as fun as xanga. mwaha.

i must be true to my xangsta. mwahahaha.

wwww.xanga.com/tonesforthedef

i'm gonna use this just to comment people

I love you all. The same way you love me.

It's a promise I think I can begin to keep.