sweetie, i think the majority of us wear a mask in our day to day routine. i admit, the word love IS widely overuse (as well as hate). i also only say love when i really mean it, and i know i sure love you!!! ultimately you are the only one who can delve into your self esteem issues (trust me, i'm going through issues of my own right now ;) ) your school should have a free counselling center and see if it can help you dig deep inside to see what's going on? i myself am trying to get an appointment to see someone on campus for my issues ;)
you are a beautiful person, physically and mentally. i love being with you. you are sooooo young christy don't lose hope. most people don't find love until later on ;) maybe it's just not your time
but if you do think that you are pulling away and always fearful of showing your true self, then you'll never be able to be happy truthfully until you face your demons head on. i'll be there holding your hand along the way =o)
Yeah, I've been trying to get back with the people here to make an appointment, because I know I do need to look deep inside. What scares me is that I don't know if what I'm feeling or thinking, is all in my head or what and if it is, then why am I creating it.
I really do love you too, girl. And I really don't want to lose hope, but I can only take so much rejection and loneliness, before I crack. And let me tell you, that it's soon.
I really don't want to pull away, because I don't want to lose everything I have. I've just gotten to the point of, since I've waited so long, I don't know what to do anymore. I'll be holding your hand back, because I know I'll need it. :-)
Thank you so much Brandy, I don't know if you know how much I really care about you, and I am extremely glad that we are friends. You're one-of-a-kind, seriously.
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you are a beautiful person, physically and mentally. i love being with you. you are sooooo young christy don't lose hope. most people don't find love until later on ;) maybe it's just not your time
but if you do think that you are pulling away and always fearful of showing your true self, then you'll never be able to be happy truthfully until you face your demons head on. i'll be there holding your hand along the way =o)
*hugs* i love you!
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I really do love you too, girl. And I really don't want to lose hope, but I can only take so much rejection and loneliness, before I crack. And let me tell you, that it's soon.
I really don't want to pull away, because I don't want to lose everything I have. I've just gotten to the point of, since I've waited so long, I don't know what to do anymore. I'll be holding your hand back, because I know I'll need it. :-)
Thank you so much Brandy, I don't know if you know how much I really care about you, and I am extremely glad that we are friends. You're one-of-a-kind, seriously.
*Hugs*
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