i think for the first time in awhile i have a grip on things. i'm not euphorically happy or upset or worried or confused or frustrated any of the above at the same time. i went camping this weekend and realized that i can handle alaska. it's going to be hard, and i'm going to miss being clean and being able to sleep in a bed, but i will be able ( Read more... )

the past 17 hours have been quite good. jessie and i had a slumber party last night, because we're done with school and we can do that sort of thing now. it included watching several friends' episodes, going for a late night walmart/steak and shake run (for chocolate milkshakes and cheese fries) and reading cosmo...life's good. i slept late this ( Read more... )

whew. i'm so happy. at the beginning of this week, i wasn't sleeping well, i wasn't in the best of moods, and I didn't really like who i was. plus, i had 4 AP exams and a piano recital staring me in the face. well guess what. i LIVED. i'm exhausted, but i feel very accomplished, and I'm in a much better mood. I'm kindof mad at myself for doubting ( Read more... )

the WHOLE time during the AP lit exam today, Queen was stuck in my head. I was in the middle of writing an essay when...all of a sudden....Don't! Stop! Me NOOWWWW i'm havin a good time, i'm having a ballll ( Read more... )

okay so there are two people in my life that won't leave me alone. i guess i've been stressed out with matters concerning them, yeah, that's true. whenever i think about them my heart rate speeds up a little bit. now, for 2 of the past couple of nights i've DREAMED about them too, and they aren't pleasant dreams either. it's just as stressful as ( Read more... )

List ten things you want to say to 10 people ( Read more... )

i just slept for twelve hours straight. thank God.

so despite the fact that school is boring, i want to commit suicide every time i walk into the chemistry classroom, and i have so much school shit to do over the next two weeks that i want to curl up into a ball and not come out until after ap exams, life is really good right now. My cousin's wedding was wonderful, prom was lots of fun, and things ( Read more... )

i got my eyebrows waxed yesterday and a manicure today. i should stop this, i could really get used to being pampered...although it didn't feel that good when she waxed my eyebrows..like, steve carrell is an idiot (albeit a really funny one) for actually doing that to his chest in 40 year old virgin ( Read more... )

there is nothing better than driving in pretty weather with the windows down and playing jagged little pill and singing at the top of my lungs with alanis. there just isn't ( Read more... )