ugh. i can't wait until college. i need to get out of this place so bad. i'm so sick of everybody knowing my business as soon as it happens. i want to be intriguing and unpredictable, and i DON"T want everyone telling my fucking business to everyone else whenever i tell them anything. i'm turning into a clam. from now on. good luck getting ( Read more... )

so today, aside from the cold wet weather, has been amazing ( Read more... )

i might miss my senior prom. my cousin is getting married that day, and there's no way i'm missing her wedding, bc i'm really close to her, and i just wouldn't miss it for anything. it's in SC, about 1 hr 45 min away. i'm hoping the wedding is early afternoon so i can go and then just have to miss the reception and drive back and make it in time ( Read more... )

"The only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs ( Read more... )

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isn't it weird how you listen to music and it can bring back really strong memories? i listened to a cd i made myself at the end of ninth grade and it was really uncanny how much i felt exactly like i felt then. It wasn't really a good or bad thing, just weird ( Read more... )

so after a brief hiatus, i've succumbed to peer pressure and the surprising uproar that resulted from the deletion of my livejournal, and i'm back on board. I'm glad I did it though, because now I won't livejournal stalk anymore..that was just a waste of time. Here's a small recap of the past week, i'm only gonna give the highlights, and i'm sure ( Read more... )

*sigh* I feel myself slipping into a funk again...i was doing so good being happy too...these swimming endorphins need to last longer than an hour, and i need to stay on top of my work and not waste time so i won't be so stressed out all the time.

i have never been so offended and humiliated at the same time in my entire life

i have senioritis bad. i'm not allowed to have it until my college apps are in, but too late it's happening anyways. someone needs to lock me in a room with all of my college apps and all of my homework and not let me have food or anything to drink besides water or music or anything else entertaining until i get it all done. just a boring room ( Read more... )