This is really i dont know kinda weird. I've been wishing that i want to die latly cuz im starting to get really scared about everything thats going to go on after Savanna is born, but then i think of all my friends and how they want to help me so much, but it still makes me cry. It sucks, then ive been really wondering how Josh is going to act ( Read more... )

Yesterday i had my sonogram, and i found out nothing is wrong with savanna, im the one not growing right. She's fine and shes now due June 8th instead of Jume 14th like they thought. So shes about a week early which is kinda scary for me. Then it was funny Josh called Cami's cell phone yesterday, and she could barly understand him, so she handed ( Read more... )

Ok, after school my back was hurting really bad so i called Josh to see if he could come over just to rub my back, and he did! I was so shocked! But it felt really good. Then tommorow Cami is spending the night and she gets to go to my sonogram, to see what its like. SO thats going to be fun. I also found out that April i guess is coming down ( Read more... )

Hey im just sitting here listening to music, GodSmack, i got it from Heather. But i found like 5 songs on here that i like so YEAH! But i dont know Cami's spent the night last night, that was pretty cool, shes spending the night again tonight, its going to be interesting. But i dont know otherwise nothing new really, just being bored... like ( Read more... )

I just read a journal entry from like a really LONG time ago and i kinda feel bad for everything i put cami through, i mean i stole the only guy she ever really did love, i dont know how to explain it i just want to kill myslef right now so i can leave them two to be together! I know i love both of them i pretty much liked cami since the day we ( Read more... )

I love this room and the computers! There are so cool i just want to take one home with me! But i know i can't, well tonight Cami and her sister Emily are spending the night im so happy. Its going to be so much fun! But i thought it was total BS that Cami got yelled at by Josh yesterday just because she's spending the night over at my house! ( Read more... )

Today sucked i have an F in economics, which pretty much garrenties me to fail the 10th grade if i do and i dont know how to change that grade. Then after that hour i gave Cami a letter i dont think i should have. Now in Computers class i had to be the person at the demonstration table which sucks cuz i dont type that fast unless its coming out ( Read more... )

I really do think that Heather is right i really shouldnt care what ne one thinks about me, or me dating Cami! But theres one down fall to the whole thing, it would kinda be like me dating Josh, wouldnt it? That would be the only thing, then i dont think her dad would really like that either, to him it would kinda be like having his two or the ( Read more... )

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Last night was really cool i talked to all of my friends and i also found out i might be moving right up the street from both Kelsey and Cami. Its going to so cool if we do, but were probably moving before my baby shower. So thats going to be really cool if we do move there. But ill probably be over at her house 90% of the time, or the other way ( Read more... )