i haven't really known what to say for a while about my life. in general, i'm happy, but really unsure about my future. i graduated on friday and my prom was the tuesday before that!
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my older sisters megan and leanne - megan came in for my prom and graduation with her boyfriend tom from england. so good to see them!
it rained, but it was a reeeally fun night. we had a good table with friends, the food was good, and danced a good amount of time (say good one more time?) nathaniel and i left before the hypnotist because i was tired and my legs were sore but apparently it was really funny. i stayed the night at his house and it was a necessary long sleep greeted with a blueberry muffin and an iced capp in the morning (haaaa so good)
he looked so handsome ahhh! he wasn't too happy about the tux being a little too small for him. the girl who did everything for it didn't measure him properly, daw.
thursday, the day before graduation, nathaniel, his step brother iain and i went to long lake
i'm done! graduation and prom weren't as emotional as i figured they would be. both were fun and as cheesy as the hat throwing is, it was one of the best parts. i didn't/haven't celebrated in any way yet. i don't really hang out with the people in my graduating class who all got drunk after prom and went to the beach after graduation. after graduation my family and i got lunch and then saw transformers 2 in imax (not impressed - i fell asleep.)
saturday night nathaniel's tiny yappy awful dog bit me. there was tremendous and terrifying amount of blood. i cried like a baby and nathaniel put ice on it and brought me waffles in the morning. he came with me and my mom to the emergency room just to get it checked out. i can't walk on it properly which is kind of embarressing but i'm hoping it to be good for canada day (july 1st, this wednesday) which is when nate and his friend simon are moving out. i'm going to help as much as i can with moving things and we're going to drink and have a time.
i didn't get into nscc (nova scotia community college) for photography because acap (applied communication arts program) is apparently a prerequisite for the class, but they don't technically say that just incase you're already professionally skilled (but why would you take that course then?) right now photography seems like the only legit thing i can see myself doing. the past couple of months i've considered things like helping people with their problems (lol? psycology and all that) and even childcare. i don't know. i'm on the waitlist for acap because i applied too late (due to the long wait to get rejected into photography). if in august there's no one that backs out and there's still no room for me i have to take a year off, which is not what i saw myself doing after graduating. fuck, sometimes i just want to step it up and apply to a university but then i wonder if i even have the motivation to get through it. procrastination is a huge problem too. i just want to dooo something that i love. i have to keep myself busy and feel like i'm actually doing something or i'll go insane.
alright! i'll try to update more often, but i see myself trying to do something with someone each day. i miss my giiirls and i can't wait to party and have an endless amount of sleepovers and spend really hot nights on citadel hill with my boy.