this dog. this wonderful dog ( Read more... )

where the fuck am i and who the hell are you?

will it ever be beautiful?

just kidding, i cant even deal with that. but oh look, luckily here are tons in my lap all at once!
wonderful.

could you just take these off my hands for a minute? just one minute. or five or ugh.

this latest is enough to break your heart/

hopeless helpless

i dont like this air but that doesnt mean ill stop breathing it who doesnt think they're at the center of the universe ( Read more... )

things are pretty doofy of late, i mean, im feeling stuck stuck stuck so unproductive which, well its frustrating, because there is a lot of producing i want to be doing, lots of things running around in my head that need some attention and action. im also dealing lately with a pretty serious case of feeling lonely, despite not being alone, if ( Read more... )

nothing seems to count with you.

all of the hours of writing i just did that was the first vaguely lucid stuff on this anger and what i can only describe as a paralyzing paranoia that ive developed of late about myself mainly every breath and beat but in more specific ways paranoia about interactions and communication and trust and all of that was erased, thanks to the majesty ( Read more... )

for me to feel like people im around actually like me, not in a can deal with or dont mind having her around wayor in that passive out of habit companionship kind of way, but actively aggressively enjoy my company and are interested in my doofiness and half statements and ramblings, and would be, in theory, interested if i had the energy to ( Read more... )

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