i cant shake this feeling.... like i know something is over that means a lot to me. Like i have known but never wanted to admit it. sadface!

whatever i had sucked fucking ass. i just got my appatite back today. I woke up feeling like i could eat a house. I have been so fucking sick and working and that doesnt mix. I think it just made me more sick truthfully. I missed loris bday shindig which blew soo much. I was really looking forward to that, but i know i would just end up ( Read more... )

i LOVE brokeback mountain. that movie is so beautifully sad. I knew i wanted to wait to see it until i needed a good cry. the same with the notebook. seriously love this movie.

November is going by fast. I finally went to the dentist and now i have clean white teeth. I am makind a vow to take better care of my teeth since i have that disease in my mouth, which i just found out. I really want to take better care of my body, but one thing at a time or i wont do anything. I am going to the doctor next week to find out ( Read more... )

So my computer works again, but everything that i had on there is gone.... I mean everything, music, movies, porn, pictures, programs....all gone. I have to start new. At least my ipod stores all my photos so i am not horribably sad ( Read more... )

I finally got a school schedule i can deal with. I only changed it like 5 times, but now i am content. Since i changed my major all the art classes were filled and was forced to take what i can. First my major is now communication design with and emphsis in art direction. This means for those that dont know i will be attending texas state a ( Read more... )

my birthday present came early...I got one of those new ipods, only because they dont make the regular ones or minis anymore. I really wanted a blue or purple mini, but this one is bad ass. I dont have any videos on it yet, but i have all my pictures on there and i have barely used up any of my space ( Read more... )

Im so exhausted, i think the next time i get to really sleep all day will be after the semseter is over. I think im making myself sick from exhaustiion. Everytime i am really really tired and yawn a lot i feel very nausous, is that normal? Maybe i can take a 30 min nap before I go into work, why am i scheduled 7-11. At least we are closed ( Read more... )

Ok this is my last weekend off pretty much. And i will be studying for two tests, for those who live the sa or want to know my hours at World Market for next week they are monday 3-8, wednesday 2-10, firday 5-10, and satuday 2-10. the pay isnt great at all, but its not min so thats ok. At least one of us has a great paying job.

So i am an honor student and i get a certificate telling me so. I also can join the honors club. Go me.