So what do you call it now?

[slenderstar]

So am I a failure? officially, I suppose I am. I can't seem to pull out, I'm stuck. I can't even fake it anymore. I purged again tonight. That's twice in two days. That's unacceptable. Its relapse winning and me losing. i have too much, I can't do this to myself. But I'm losing, oh but I'm losing

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[lemonshark]

Hugs Slenderstar. I feel horrible that your going through what your going through. I can't say I have ever been to the point your at to say I totally understand but what I do know is we all have our own challenges in life, some harder to cope with than others but most can be managed or overcome. It takes will, it takes courage, it takes the strength to admit theres a problem and even more strength to ask for help. Your not lost or forgotten or alone in your fight. Don't be afraid to reach out, there's people that will help you get to where you want to be.

hugs from a lemonshark