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Ambien is a hell of a drug.
So, more and more as I take Ambien to control my insomnia the stranger the things I would do. Now, most of the time as I take it as far as I am aware I pop the pill, keep doing what I'm doing at the time for a few minutes or so, and then presumably go to bed and pass out as I'd wake up there. However many times this was not the case ( Read more... ) -
Life is good.
I tend to laugh at people who day dream with smiles. Being romantic and lovey-dovey with their partners. Seeing their PDAs as childish and sophmoric ( Read more... ) -
Feeling alone.
Returning home from my brother's house this morning (our family's hometown, Swedesburg, honored our family, the Sandburgs, during the town's Midsummer's festival) it sorta hit me. This will be the final day of the longest chapter of my life. A chapter that started in October of 1999, my life with Paul comes to a finish today. I walked into the ( Read more... ) -
Reviewing
Reading over some of my old blogs I can really see the growth of my character and trace my life over the last several years. I have to say just the last two (especially once I became single and then went back to school) years I've really changed. Much of my outlook on life is different. Having purpose in life and ambition to do something really ( Read more... ) -
Can't wait
Paul moves out at the end of the month. There is a plan and a time frame. This makes me a bit relieved. A part of me is sad that he's leaving because he's been a regular fixture in my life for 12.5 years. That's not easy to let go of. Being socially separate and dividing our home into a roommate situation has been good for satisfying the itch ( Read more... )
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