somebody once asked
could i spare some change for gas?
i'v got to get myself out of this place.
i said yep, what a concept
i could use a little fuel myself
and we could all use a little change.

i'd really just like to take this moment and this entry to thank you, sincerely, for being the first person to ever make me feel like i dont deserve what i want. the next time you get mad at me for being insecure you only have yourself to blame.

i'm in a mood. i dont know why or what it means, even what it is. i just know i have it and i dont like it. its too familiar. its strange in a way of remembering how one used to feel in times of confusion. things have changed, for the good and the bad, things continue to change the same way, and some things stay the same. but few. people loved are ( Read more... )

so today was a me day. after auditions i came home and did my homework. then took a bath and read a book. painted my nails and finally made a scrap book from my trip to france last summer. straightening my hair is next, followed closely by sleep. hope we have a snow day tommo :)

After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

he don’t even know exactly where he wants to go ( Read more... )

so last night was the secret santa party at kata's house. and i cant even begin to tell you how great it was ( Read more... )

Oh baby, baby, its a wild world
and its hard to get by just upon a smile

Its not the end of the world ( Read more... )

I started to ache when I started to think of you ( Read more... )