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[rockstarwarbler]

Seriously nearly just shat myself when Kurt woke up from a nap in the car screaming and then started having some sort of panic attack. How is my heart still beating?

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[usedtohaveabs]

OMG. Are you okay? Is he? Where are you?

[rockstarwarbler]

No, I don't think either of us are really okay! We're just out of Daytona Beach. Is this normal? It was like he had a nightmare and then was freaking out when he woke up. He started hyperventilating and made himself sick. I mean, not with his fingers down his throat or anything, he was just so worked up, that's what happened. And I managed to get him to have a bit of lunch too!

[usedtohaveabs]

No, babe, it's not normal per se, but it has happened before. You have to realise, he is about to step into something that is a distinct ordeal and he knows exactly what is about to go down. It's not just physically stressful, it's psychologically taxing. Have you stopped? You just need to let him calm down.

[rockstarwarbler]

Yes... I do. We talked a little about things and he opened up. It just freaked me out because I want to help him. Of course I stopped. I just pulled over on the side of the road so I could help him clean up. I'm just sitting with him now until he's ready to go again.

Quinn, is he going to pull out on this? What do I do if he wants to?

[jewhawk]

Shit, dude... Did he get calmed down? Are you okay?

[rockstarwarbler]

He's calmed down a little to what he was, but it was bad. He's just sitting here crying and keeps telling me he'll be okay again soon.

[jewhawk]

Jesus Christ. Poor guy. Are you okay?

[rockstarwarbler]

No! I feel terrible, he's crying so bad and I have to go dump him in a place he hates. They won't let me stay.

[breaksniceguys]

It's a shock to the system, isn't it? Are you okay? Is Kurt okay?

[rockstarwarbler]

Yeah, you could really say that. I really nearly soiled myself. I don't think he's okay, even if he says he will be.

[breaksniceguys]

I didn't even think about nightmares in the car being a possibility. It's important you keep him honest. He's going to want to deny everything, but don't let him BS you. He's doing it to protect you, but it doesn't help him.

[rockstarwarbler]

He was talking to me, it might have stirred things up for him. He hasn't denied anything, he's been telling me he needs help and how some things are for him. He just seems terrified of this place. How am I supposed to just leave him there?