maybe i expect too much

nothing will ever be like when it's new again
and i guess i should just expect that it will never feel that way

are you still here ( Read more... )

...time flies ( Read more... )

thats it been almost THREE MONTHS since i last updated. why? livejournal, i never meant to hurt you. it's just that life has kept me running for weeks. but now that i am in grand rapids without a job and less to do, i really need to get back to writing. i have abandoned not only my blog i've kept since 2003, but also my written journal, and that ( Read more... )

i'm going to start doing what Evan tells me to and quit putting myself down.

i need to stop judging myself.

It was wrong to think that maybe I could help someone with their broken relationship without getting in the middle. No matter what, I'll become the enemy ( Read more... )

i know we all get shit on sometimes but these past few days i've been too weak to let it slide. i'm taking everything much too personal. how do you let go of that? usually i have PMS to blame, but unfortunately that's not the case this week ( Read more... )

to forgive others is to forgive yourself.

i think sometimes we forget that.

I've been away from Livejournal. It's strange in a sense that this used to be such a big part of my life and now I skip over the bookmark tab and move onto Tumblr or Twitter ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT

i'm getting married in just over 7 months

lets hear it for a Devil's Night Wedding!
:) :) :)