yea so its been awhile since I wrote in this so lets see, whats been goin on... well my girl is in college now and works like non stop so its hard to see her and which makes me miss her hardcore but she came to see me last night for like 45 minutes so I felt a little better. It sucks that I can't see her that much sayin as how she lives in West ( Read more... )

I miss Jolene =/ this past month I have seen her has just made me think about the past and how happy I was with her and I am just so confused now cause she is such an amazing girl that makes me happy and is such a sewwt heart but so is my girl friend =(

Damn its been awhile since I've written in this bitch so where to begin??? I started dating thich chick Natalie who lives in West Hartford who is simply amazing to me =) I met her at the MSI show back in June and talked to her for a good hour or so one time she was at my house and didn't see her till like a month later at the VNV Nation show where ( Read more... )

i miss you and i'm sorry i put you through so much shit over the years, you didn't deserve it and now i feel that we are drifting apart

( Read more... )

to everyone asking me if i'm ok i will admit that i am not... and the reason is because i take happiness for granted and let people walk all over me and now i have lost my happiness and probably lost an amazing person in the process cause she made me feel a way i haven't felt in a long time and i did the most dumbest thing possible cause i can't ( Read more... )

i'll never keep happiness if i keep giving people what they want...

...

I can see it in your eyes that you don't believe me anymore ( Read more... )

yea, so I just saw VNV Nation at the Webster and it was a crazy show... not many people dancing to the music but I did when I had the room lol... Not many people there either... I went wit Ben and when we got there we just chilled then Natilie or however you spell her name found us so I ended up gettin put on a leash ;) for the whole show and ( Read more... )