People are changing all around me and I dont know how to deal with it exactly. I want to party it up, and yet in a clean way. I dont want to lose the few friendships I have however, because I am too chicken to do the things they do in order to have fun. I know that it is going to take time, but I want to be involved in my friends' lives again. I ( Read more... )

Its been an extremly long time. Things are good. I am finally hanging out with the people that I feel comfortable with. I am finally liking myself once more, and I finally got a job. Now all I have to do is start going to the gym again and I will be all set. This year is going to be awesome. I cannot wait to drive. I really want to have a party ( Read more... )

Wow. IT is almost over. School I mean. Dude I havent wrote in this in like twelve years. Ugh yeah nothing much has been going on. I went horse back riding and jet skiing this weekend. THat was cool. I am going to Florida thursday with Kate. I cannot wait! It is going to rock. THen I am coming back and I am going to have the time of my life this ( Read more... )

It has been forever. I haven't updated this since like the middle of April. How is everyone? THings are all right with me I suppose. Just the same old boring stuff goes on in my life everyday. But you know what life is good. I am so excited for this summer man. I cannot wait. I really really really wanna learn how to surf. ANyone up for it with me ( Read more... )

Hey.Long time no talk. Things are good. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about life in general. I love it. I love being me. I love my friends, Most of my family and just being able to live. I cant believe I was so angry at the world before. I feel like everything is going to be all right once I keep up with my grades and in-touch with my ( Read more... )

Things are cool. I got my tattoo. Corey Called me. I hung with crystal,sarah, Kaela, Brittany, Dawson, and Kevin the other night. My life is perfect.

<3 ALlie

WOOHOO! Hey guys and gals long time no chat. Tonight was awesome. Last night was awesome, and the night before that was awesome. Friday night was the best, Military ball. I dont know why but I had a mad awesome time! I loved the way I looked I was so happy! lol. I am going away man and I cannot wait ( Read more... )

Friends are the meaning of life. They are what keeps you living. Without friends, you dont have happiness. Without happiness, you are not living. I love all my friends, so does that mean I love life?

<3 Allie

"I don't want to live--
I want to love first,
And live incidentally."

Tonight was fun. I went out with my family to celebrate my brothers seventeenth birthday. It was so weird to think that next year he is going to be moving out of the house. WOOHOO. I am going to be sixteen in a couple of months and then in two years, I am outta here. But i have no idea what the hell I want to do with my life. Maybe I will move to ( Read more... )

hehe, So today I went to the hockey game and that was awesome. Seini and sarah came with me. Seini is so cute lol. She is going to be here all summer so we are going to get to hang out. They are going to have to go to the game tomorrow as well ( Read more... )