i

am

pathetic.

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a lot has happened since,

im kind of in a bit of a transition,

i dropped Art Institute for too many reasons to explain,

i checked out OTIS and think ive found my calling,

im quitting Dominos, they asked if i wanted to be assistant manager after only 3 months..no thanks.

im lookin for a full time job,

i chopped off all my hair,

im recording new music with ( Read more... )

so i've come to realize im a bit on the "too skinny" side, way out of shape and hazardously unhealthy...well maybe not haradously, but still ( Read more... )

life at this very moment in time feels...pointless. and not the i want to kill myself kind of pointless. just a crappy routine. sleep, work, home, maybe go out but never do anything, sleep work..i need a drastic change and some upside to things. something positive. i have music, that gets my mind off things, but not having a computer to record ( Read more... )

why
is
this
so
hard?

yeah, fortunately for me i was lucky.

i went campin with my bros and a friend and they brought fireworks, long story short one blew up in my face...literaly.
but it just singed my eyelashes a bit and my hair and left my face a little red..and my ears rang practically the rest of the night... but man, that was some scary shit.

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guess who got tickets to TOOL.

fuck