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[slime_slime_sly]

I recently feel like i have to write. It happened at a very specific moment - I was with E., and in one of the rare moments when we are not fucking like brainless beasts, in a long second of quietness when she was sitting on me in the front seat of her car, in a dark road in the rich neighborhoods where all her friends live, and I felt like I had

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[piil]

weird, i had this strong impulse to write again too recently.
re: another cool romance: FILM NOIR.

also "la notte" by antonioni. maybe that qualifie as film noir but i am not the calculating male with encyclopedic knowledge of genre.

people just saving themselves, because they are scared, until the moment when they can't hold back anymore, and their true natures come out.
also the truth is most of the time when you spill your guts to someone or let them know you like them they cool off, and to be honest, i usually do the same.

[bruxism]

mario, you always leave me on the floor.

[slime_slime_sly]

im sorry

[bruxism]

,,,it's beautiful,,,you write so well

[slime_slime_sly]

oh, gee, thanks. I'll try to write a bit more often if someone is appreciative of it. Especially being you. It does me good to write, but it's so embarrasing, I cannot look in the face at people i know might have read me, unless I pretend to myself its impossible they have!