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[slimeguru42]

I keep taking one step forward and two steps back. I'm calling the psychiatrist today. I cried for 3 hours last night. I can't give up though. I dont know how Im going to make it. It's all i can do to keep from breaking down at work and crying. I'm a wreck. Theres something deeply wrong with me and it scares and confuses me that I cannot seem to

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*ponder*

[_nachtwolf_]

I'm no psychologist/psychiatrist, and even more than that, I barely know you more than online, and the very few times I've seen and spoken to you in person a few years back. Therefore, I won't say "this is what you can and cannot do". I can, however, attempt to provide you with ideas for self-medication that may help you. Nothing that will be a significant help, but it might just be enough to keep you going as peacful as possible until you can seek the help you feel you need.

There is, however, one thing I will state very firmly. Doing this:
"I've tried to ignore it, tried to shove it inside, tried to overpower it with anger, with happiness, but nothing works."Is very, very bad

Re: *ponder*

[slimeguru42]

Thanks for the advice

[peepdaisuki]

I'll do my best to help you. I want to see you better again...

[slimeguru42]

Thank you, I think I'm making breakthroughs