wow. its only been what two months since my last update...
nothing really is going on in my life. this summer started out really well and then got reallllly sucky to right about now. i love cheer though. whatever happens girls, were taking it all in the ass together. im sorry. anyways. what else. curtis and i are good. on our 9th month ( Read more... )

wow...i havent updated for a while...theres just been too much in my life. im hardly dealing with it all. lots of changes and if u know me...you know i dont do change very well. i finally got a job. i work at tillys on ventura...its actually really fun and im quite happy about it. i dont know what else to write about ( Read more... )

so wednesday was my birthday... im 17.

love.

why is everything falling apart?.

love.

yes. im alive still. just m.i.a. you could say. last weekend was cheer nationals. we won 3rd which was actually quite impressive because we only lost by .8 of a point. all in all it was the most emotionally and physically draining weekend ive ever had. ill post pictures just as soon as i pay my picturetrail account ( Read more... )

i hate how when one thing is going great the other thing is sucky, and then the tables turn and the thing that was going great hets sucky and the other thing gets great.

why cant everything be great?

love.

happy 4 months to me!

i love you curtis.

love.

how do you control something you cant control.


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pretty good weekend i have to admit. parents left to las vegas thursday...so i slept at curtis' thrusday night and friday night. friday we had our first basketball game against loyola. rumors were that we were gonna get our asses kicked, but i am so proud of our boys for sticking in there and not giving up. great game. love. then went back to my ( Read more... )

im in an updating mood. there'll probably be another one today. or just maybe an update to this one.

anyways. everyones writing about the new years and i was inspired.

this year has gone by so fast yet so slow. i cant describe it in words but if i had to i guess it would be emotional, eventful, hard (school wise), and plainly greata lot of things ( Read more... )