i cant take it anymore
im overwhelmed
nothings going right
everythings falling apart
im lonelier than ever
nothing comes as a relief...nothing

so i had a great weekend
friday i went to the beehive for a lil n hung out with dave and aurora...baby shes straight for sure haha
saturday i took ginger to the vet, watched 18 5year olds throughout a movie...what an experience
and saw my BFF(mmmm i <3 you ( Read more... )

::cries::
im not sure about anything anymore

i miss my bff like whoa
i want hugs
and i wanna cuddle
::cries::
im crazy lonely

biggest show we've ever had and we have to cancel it ( Read more... )

when you said "i love you" did you mean it or were you just drunk and happy?

i dont wanna take it to heart but you said it and my heart lept

drunk
i hate you
i hate life
i hate being an art major
i hate beign a failure
i hate how i hurt
i really hate feeling like i do right now
i hate not having anyone
to talk to
to hug
to help me
i hate that im not co-dependant
i hate livejournal

okay so heres the "finished" product. im sure ill be changeing alot of it but i promised a few ppl id post it n shit ( Read more... )

the best feeling in the world is going to bed at night, beside your girlfriend(chick youre seeing etc.). All curled up and feeling her warm naked body against yours. Wrapping your arms around her, smelling her, knowing she will be there in the morning. Having the comfort of her near you, thinking that tomorrow morning you get to wake up beside her ( Read more... )

this is gunna be very brief n undetailed cuz more n more ppl seem to have found my lj
great weekend.
thinking alot about it which i shouldnt be doing
im crampy n it sucks
the end
<3