Luna and I had a fun conversation on AIM a little while ago, and since he didn't post the whole thing, I will. Here it goes ( Read more... )

Today was pretty fun. Went over to Lynette's around noon and watched Garden State and I forget what else, just laying on the cough and what not. Was a fuckin' blast. Went out and ran errands with her mom, then came back home and hung out for a bit and then went to a party at her sister's boyfriends house. I felt kinda odd cuz I didn't know his ( Read more... )

Friday was a very good day, thinks me. Went to school and goofed around all day. Then Mike and I took John Campos home, then headed over to Reagan to pick up Lynette after school. Got there late cuz of traffic (effing car accidents), Mike dropped us off at her house and we hung out there till her mom got home. Went out, got something to eat, ( Read more... )

Ok, so Lynette's sister wanted to see a pic of me in my stupid school uniform, so here's a pic of me and Mike lookin' like the hadcore punk rock losers that we are!


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We've seen 'em come and we've seen 'em go ( Read more... )

Things are back to normal for me, thinks I. Went out for a walk and brought along my CD player and listened to what can only be described as an unhealthy dose of Cock Sparrer, and kicked trash cans, muttered obscenaties to myself, and just walked around for an hour and a half. Came home, talked to Matt, kicked crap around my room, making my room ( Read more... )

Today started out with me waking up at 6, not eating cuz I wasn't hungry, laying there under my blankets for an hour and a half, texting Lynette on the phone every now and then, then gettin' up and gettin' dressed. Went to chapel, was bored as hell. Went to English and sat there feeling pretty bad, so I told Mike D to punch me in the back. Well, he ( Read more... )

"17 years of hell and I just can't take it anymore ( Read more... )

Lifes still being an ass and its got me down. I don't really feel up for anything the past few days. I almost wish I'd never changed, maybe things would have been better. Who knows? Fuck it, I'm going all emo on you people. I'm gonna go lay on my bed and think. I think too much the past few days. I keep pissing myself off, playing things over and ( Read more... )

Woke up, got bitched out by my parents when I told them what I told you all last night. They yelled at me, made me feel like shit, like a failure, and tried their hardest to put me on a guilt trip. After that they wouldn't even talk to me except for a phrase or two before leaving me alone. Talked to Lynette pretty much all day. Thank God for her in ( Read more... )