leaves and kings, all things must fall...

[slinkstarr]

i feel old today... everything outside feels old... the snow, and the sky, and me. i'm seriously considering just crawling back into bed and staying there all afternoon, or at least until dinner, or until i wake up

Comments

[acqueerphilly]

I do know that feeling of being tired by your own head and feeling like you're not doing enough with your time... *hug* But, on the other hand, I think it's okay--good even--to just *be* sometimes. This crazy culture is so fast-paced and makes you feel like if you aren't doing something at all times with all six of your hands (because you're required to grow two extra pairs to be a real American), then you're just no good. But that's bollocks. Bollocks, I say! I don't know a lot about you, but you seem to be an intelligent and nice and dynamic individual. Nobody's *everything* that they want to be, especially when you're so young yet. So go easy on yourself! And if you'd feel better lying around--hey, it's not a bad way to spend some time! Best wishes! I hope you feel better!

[crowyhead]

Yeah, what she said! Also, most long-haired hippie girls turn out to be incredibly vacuous and annoying. Actually, a lot of hippie-types do, at least the middle-to-upper-class ones that I knew at K. :) So, think of it that way -- at least you're not a boring hippie-ish girl, you're a fantastic bohemian gothie punk poetry girl. *loves*