ill spread my wings, and i'll learn how to fly...

[slinkylinky]

wow. what a wretched week...
i have a thousand things i could write, but none of them seem right.....ill try to get my points across...we'll see how it goes

i havent told some people what i should have recently b/c 1. i had an exam today and 2. b/c i have just had a lot of news thrown @ me in a week ...uggh

suzanne--i love you w/every muscle fiber in

Comments

[smilin_suzanne]

thank you, sylvia. your entire little paragraph about me meant alot. i don't know what to even say or think about my life (or life in general) anymore because i am so perplexed by all of it. i thought just getting my heart crushed in a thousand pieces would be the end of my saga/novel i need to write, but apparently there is more in store. lol. why am i laughing? my life is so not funny, it is ridiculous. but i laugh, because if it had to happen to someone, i'm glad its me because i'd like to think that i'll be able to handle this, even though i have no idea how i'm going to face it. i laugh because WHAT ELSE CAN I DO AT THIS POINT? haha, now i bet you are laughing. i sound like i belong in the psych ward at st. margaret mercy in dyer. lord. i'm rambling. maybe i'll update my journal now. also, you know who UNTAGGED himself from pictures of yours truly and him on facebook earlier this week. i laughed. hurt like a mothereffer. but i laughed. figures.

[bahamamama1623]

thank you so much sylvia...it really means a lot to me that you a. wrote that, b. are my friend, c. are a super friend, and d. are alive:-P serioulsy though, yoiu are such a sweet girl and i'm very glad we are still friends. you mean a lot to me:) and those are some of the exact words i needed to hear. so thanks again and i think you should come home and job shadow that week so we can hang out:-D love you and talk to you soon

[bahamamama1623]

oh, and brushing your hair is DEFINITELY more important;)

thank god for ppl like you

[sherbear5]

sylvia...its way late and i am still up thinking! DAMNIT hahaha. all i know is, i wouldnt be able to get through anything this summer if you werent here everyday. and i know you say you need a best friend....sometimes i feel like i need one too! and then i remember all the really good friends that i do have! and somewhere in all of them is the perfect best friend! and even though the one person you want to be your best friend doesnt want you as theirs....too fuckin bad cuz you definetely are one of my very best friends and even though you get absolutely nothing to benefit from them ditching you, in the end, you were right. you know you are right...and in 10 years, so will he. and it sucks to lose a friendship over it, but in the end...you were the one who gets to go to sleep at night knowing that you did all you could to better someone...and its their fault for not accepting it ;-) I <3 you so much! :-)

[slinkylinky]

you guys make my week end on a good note...thx :)