i dont try to be a good person

[slipkornb22]

but i am. i surprise my self, i dont know how i am automatically nice to people when im talking to them at least, and offer to do thigns and such. after lots of shit and all the hate in me all the time i dont know where it comes from, i guess im just naturally nice, i dont know. except when im really angry. this is a weird entry, just something i

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This is Tony, I do not feel like login in

[anonymous]

CALL ME, I gots the game man, come mi casa on thursday...hopefully, but you needs to call me, or I shall call you...

[crimson_chains]

The movie is called "Whats Eating Gilbert Grape." It's one of my favourites, is why i know.

Sometimes, despite how people feel inside, they cannot help but be naturally courteous to people for the most part--unless, like you mentioned, they are overwhelmingly upset. I do it, too, but mostly to people i don't know very well. Outwardly you don't know why you do it, and feel like you arent being true to yourself, or that youre being fake or something. Youre not, really, it's a 'defense mechanism'(i know that sounds lame). But honestly; you aren't trying to decieve anyone for personal gain-- i mean like to trick them, or something. But unconciously, you don't want to create more contraversy within yourself over the people you feel like lashing out against by saying something hateful and mean. After all, what you feel may be passing, but offending someone can last alot longer. Or, it may be that you don't want to project your personality as ill on people. You want them to know they can trust you, ect.

Or maybe not. What do i know.

[slipkornb22]

well i thought about it, and im sure those reasons are good ones. i had similar ideas like that as well.

[brinashley]

add me, dollface.

and ill never give you a shotgun.