"theres always something different going wrong.. the path i walk in the wrong direction

[slipnslide4x2x0]

Im Not Okay.. & i guess its time to start admitting that.
& ya know dont tell me its because "i dont want to be" or im not "letting myself be"
its just that every fucking time i think things are going good. they blow up.. every single fucking time.
maybe i need to stop living in this fanatasy i call my life and start seeing the reality of things.
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[x8xtarex9x]

I'm glad you admitted it. & I wish i could tell you that it was in the 8th day of the 4th month @ noon that i woke up & realized that i needed to get out of all that && that i stumbled upon a book that told me how to do it.. but there wasnt anything like that..it just somehow happened for me & i puzzle myself everyday trying to think of a way for that day to come faster for you. I love you.

& P.S. i would've flipped about my car engine, we know that i'm not the best @ dealing with car troubles. =)

&& why havent i seen you?

[slipnslide4x2x0]

i dont know but we really need to see eachother soon. i need something chocolate and gooey lol.. same boat as you were ha. i looooove you!!!

[_burnxburn_]

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I wanna be home so bad so I could just lay on your futon with you and be stupid and weird and I wish I knew how to really make it better. Call me please... or I'll call you, cuz I know that I can't be there literally but the phone is the next best thing.

I love you sooooooooooooo much. Don't give up baby cakes.

[slipnslide4x2x0]

with friends like you and terri i wouldnt be able to give up. I Love you & I miss our futon talks n giggles.. tehe!

[soccer_spaz10]

i think what you need is a little trip to a fast food resturant, like we used to do, and then head out to canadia :-) feel better love!!

[slipnslide4x2x0]

That would be amazing. Seriously next time your home we MUST go!!

[andybrown213]

your call for your best friends has been answered.
anything i can do ma'am, let me know, and consider it done.
you need not be sad. being optimistic is a good thing. <3
i love you brandy.
always and forever.

[slipnslide4x2x0]

I Love you Soooooo much Andy Brown!!! Your Seriously Amazing and Even Though I Never See Your Cute Butt.. Your Still Such A Good Friend!!! I Miss You! Hope you had an Awesome birthday!!

[andybrown213]

well we shall have to do something about not seeing each other eh? i sure think so.

[x0gingerspice0x]

aw I'm sorry doll, I hope everything gets better for you <3

[slipnslide4x2x0]

Thanks Hun! <33