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GOD I AM ADDING TO MEMESPAM, BUT I AM JUST SO GODDAMN CURIOUS . . . AND BORED. BUT MOSTLY CURIOUS!!
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I'd like to say love isn't for me, but I can't say that truthfully. I was in love once. I hurt myself loving someone so much. But . . . I don't want to be in love anymore. It's not that I'm jaded on it. (Haha, ask me about my relationship with the male population.) It's just that I've been so much happier with my love for family and friends. I don't see it as any less for not wanting to kiss, touch, or anything like that. It isn't that simple. That, and I'm dead to physical touch on a romantic level. I'd just like to kiss someone every once and awhile. :|a
YOU CAN GO ON, I GUESS. But, yeah, it's complicated. But I'm satisfied with where I'm at. Aside from never having a wedding ever, but it might be because all my co-workers are engaged now. Bitches.
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Mmhn, I definitely agree with you--I think there's... I don't know how to phrase it, but I definitely find platonic love worth--not more, because I don't think there's a "scale" of love. Love is love and love is good, but for me platonic love is. Well. Platonisms. Something that transcends physicality and the present and all that shit.
I would ask you about your relationship with the male population, but I have a feeling that's something you might not want to share? In exchange I have touching issues! Specifically not wanting to be touched. Personal space bubble a mile long.
God I never want to have a wedding. I hate ceremonies, and I hate all that anticipation for something I will not enjoy myself at anyway. I don't like pomp and splendor when it comes to myself and my own affairs. I CAN'T EVEN SUMMON THE WILL TO WANT TO GO TO MY CONVOCATION, for god's sake. =X
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And me and guys . . . Mmm, a birth father that I don't know, an adoptive father that denied ever wanting me, a shitty boyfriend that wouldn't take no for an answer, and a boyfriend that I shouldn't have been allowed to ruin for myself. It's awkward all around. But I like the male population as long as we are agreed completely on being friends and never being anything more. I like them as my guys friends to sit around and trash talk on Halo.
Mmmmm, I feel like I could describe my feelings on love through a story or something better than I can explain it like this.
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