After catching our breath and chugging endless amounts of water, we prepared ourselves for our extended period of natural recreation. My brave friends decided to just chew through the bitter taste of the mushrooms, while I opted for a peanut butter and mushroom sandwich (some would call me a pussy in this case. Don't be hatin', that shit smelt ( Read more... )

i never want to fall in love ever again.

i think ill go to france in a year ( Read more... )

i hate men.
its just so fucking easy for them.

i want to come back home.i need love in all the right kinds of ways.

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A heart that's full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you,
bruises that won't heal.
You look so tired-unhappy,
bring down the government,
they don't, they don't speak for us.
I'll take a quiet life,
a handshake of carbon monoxide

pure joy is like being at a party with tons of beautiful ladies and knowing that your girl is the most beautiful one in the room.

its hard to be apart from anyone i love for more than a week. a whole 5 weeks makes it even harder ( Read more... )

i feel like a ghost.
like i will blow away in the wind of every passerby.

it kills me how people can only recall the negative aspects of life.sometimes i just want to throw down all the defenses and arguments i put up just to say 'fine.youre fucking right.now can we just get along?' but somehow i know justifying someone just wont be satisfying enough ( Read more... )

my stomach turns as i imagine my family at her engagement, talking about me and shaking their heads.
i wish i couldnt imagine so much.ive really just been imagining them being depressed and ashamed a lot.i dont know how i feel about this, but i know that they dont have to be reacting this way, too.