ahh i am tired as fuck i just got off work and right now i am going to pass out. i think i might be hangingout with joe but he better hurry up and call because if not then i am hitting the sack. hmm i am also tired because i went to the gym yeserday too after work. thats right big muscle matt. haha. hmm work asked me if i wanted to work on saturday ( Read more... )

i have no clue what to think right now? i am blank i feel like i have nothing anymore. i feel like it never was anything. just reading that tore me apart. what am i supposed to do now? ahhh bad days... now i seriously am on a war path headed straight towards some fucker.. things must of been to good to be true. what am i supposed to think about ( Read more... )

soo yeah i finally have a job again after like 4 months of not having one. the first day was not bad at all, it went by terribly slow though thats all. all i had to do was put these tiller things together hah what a workout. and then put together these things for washing machines, i had to put on the washer thing and send it down the line hah i ( Read more... )

hmmmm so today i got a job at hoffco with my nigga david. i start tomorrow at 7:00 and get off at 3:30. yeah soo i finally have a job now soo that means i will have some money and then i will have my fucking car fixed woohoo for that. uhmm yes right now i am home alone at the house abby is house sitting for. i will be here for awhile cause babydoll ( Read more... )

blah i am bored. i have absolutely nothing to do at all. i chilled in the pool earlier because it was hott as fuck . well still is but yeah that is all that i have done today. yep sucks. tomorrow i have to go to starr staffing at 1030 because i have an interview thingy where they will find me a job somewhere. i hope it all goes through as planned ( Read more... )

i am done with all of this shit. what makes me happy uhmm i have no fucking clue anymore. you make me happy but it seems like i make you mad more than i make you feel loved, shucks. maybe one of these days i will grow and realize what the fuck i am doing wrong. from now on out i am just shutting my fucking mouth i will just have to deal with all of ( Read more... )

i am bored as helllll if anyone wants to hangout with a cool cat than give me a call.. 966 8707..
ok i am off here someone call me..
later

ok soo yeah i have nothing to say i hate everyone and they all can go die for all i care, i thought i was happy with everything but it turned out to be a big stab in the back i guess. i thought i could just hold it in and maybe nothing would get to me but nope thats not happening. ok soo now i know that i am going to flip on someone i have no clue ( Read more... )

why does everything seem to suck.. i swear i have no friends anymore. it seems like everyone is off leading their lifes and i am here being a fucking turd. i wish someone would actually fucking call me and hangout. goddamn i mean seriuosly i don't ever see anyone not even abby most of the time. ok i am done bitching now.. if anyone wants to hangout ( Read more... )

soo yes i have good news for all to hear. my stepdad guy is no longer that fuck yes. my mom kicked him out and now she is waiting for the divorce papers to go through.. things are soo much more peaceful around here and my mom is soo much nicer now. i am soo glad for all of this. well what else to talk about uhmm i seriously have like no friends i ( Read more... )