Forgotten

Jan 22, 2003 12:35

Philadelphia has is having a bizarre effect on me at the moment. While I've always been convinced of the underlying soul running beneath the urine soaked concrete, it seems the spirit of the city has gone into hibernation. Even the vast seas of endless faces I witness whilst on my way to the office seem nothing more than herds of automatons that ( Read more... )

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Maybe this will help missygoddess January 22 2003, 10:30:11 UTC
As much as you've probably heard "I Understand" I wanted to tell you that I really do. I was engaged a little less than 1 year ago. I was also "with" child we'll say. I lost it all as well. I had no one to comfort me as I lay in the hospital. I had no friends I could go to that would remotely understand. I know that hearing that someone else's life is or was shit too doesn't necessarily help you because I know that when roles were reversed I would've simply thought, "so? it's still happening to me." Maybe you'll be able to find some comfort in knowing that eventually you'll pull through. You'll never forget and a piece of you may actually be lost forever but each day the events that led up to your downfall grow further away and somehow that makes things just a little more easier. It doesn't get better with time, It just gets you to go through the motions. I'm not sure if anything anyone says to you can help you. It's an internal thing that you must work through. You seem strong and I'm sure you'll pull through. I hope I ( ... )

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pandydandycandy January 24 2003, 07:21:16 UTC
"I actually dreamed last night for the first time since any of these events took place. I liked it better when I didn't dream."

It will pass with time. That is the hardest part though.
The memries may not die, the feelings may hang around, you may wake up from a dream you wish you could touch to see walls holding you in... but it does get better.
With time.

Just don't lock yourself into a cage.

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synthetikdoll January 25 2003, 13:10:37 UTC
i added you to my friend's list. you should have added me back by now.

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