why is it that right when i feel like i can talk to someone about something, they go and tell the entire world about it. its so hard for me to trust anyone already, but now i feel like the whole worlds out to get me ( Read more... )

this weekend has been an awesome weekend. i've a had a great time, but at the same time i havent gotten the chance to hang out with my girls, which SUCKS!! so, on friday i was getting ready for neals show and i was like, hmm.. im going to call mike from florida. so i called him and it took him so off guard. man, it was so good to talk to him, we ( Read more... )

so, im doing a lot better than i have been in the past couple of days. i had a great friend, show me that i need to stop being so selfish in my ways and that if im going to do something, i cant be mad at someone else for doing the same... i will say though, that i do care about him a lot and it just hurts me to see him give love to someone else ( Read more... )

im so tired of crying over you ( Read more... )

i would like to dedicate this one to SPIRALS ( Read more... )

as i type
the words that you say
are tearing my heart away

why did i do this to myself?

one more day, one more day, and im gone from this crap whole for an entire week ( Read more... )

aww he called ( Read more... )

so, i have the freakin best mom ever ( Read more... )

zaq's birthday is in a couple of weeks and i need some help. i dont want to buy him a gift, cause thats just not any fun, i want to make him something. but WHAT? if anyone has any ideas of something that would be cute, fun, hilarious, and sweet all at the same time, that would be awesome. please let me know and it would be greatly appreciated ( Read more... )